>>82443989
alright. i think i should call it a day. it's quite late. see you tomorrow.

>>82217900
>I always try to bury trauma as deep as I can, usually it doesn't bother me but when I'm confronted by it or it just hits me I get fucking explosive.
makes sense. not like you can let your guard down.

>I'm gonna finish the 2015 mad max tho
have fun. i watched it in cinema an really didn't like that movie. ^^' looked good, though.

>I think I found a laughably terrible parody porno, I might watch that one just for the lolz
mad max probably gets more action scenes in this one :p

>The level system makes no sense for far cry, and the whole story and gameplay is just plain uninteresting, the vehicle combat is also just boring as fuckkkk
the first two games in that series were fun, but i was never a fan of ubisofts open world grindfests. too bad that the game doesn't even live up to the standards of someone who is, though. :/

>I'm just a bit scared of the whole isometric thing.
yeah. i can see why, but it's not so bad if you take the time to get used to it. at least they have to try a bit harder to immerse you in the world.

>just has to have a similar setting and I'd like a lot of vehicle content (combat, customization)
hm. the vehicle stuff is hard. it's not something indie games try often.

>just hard to get right I feel like.
yup. usually just a backdrop for misery porn and not very engaging plots. nice visuals, though.

>>82217924
sleep tight and enjoy your bikeride tomorrow!

>>82218297
>Its a long story..
well, i can't promise i'll be awake long enough to reply, but if you feel like typing it out, i'd read it tomorrow morning. you don't have to, of course. up to you, fren.

>>82078973
>getting a bit eepy
me too. i think i'll head to bed now.

>the is a slight problem that I can't talk in polish lol I can talk but when it comes to what I feel I can really only find the right words in english
i get you. i also think that it's easier to express my emotions in english. i always thought it's because the words just don't have the same emotional value in a second language. they come out easier because they don't mean as much.

>I slightly suspect I might have inattentive adhd, but to really know I should go visit a professional because self diagnosis is obviously bad
yeah. just read a description of the symptoms and it seems like that describes like 80% of the population. i feel like you can google a random mental issue and by the end you're convinced you have it. better ask a professional what they think.

>coffein not really working on me
interesting. do you drink it often?

>I remember being in a place as a kid and I got diagnosed with just dyslexia but at the time adhd was pretty stigmatized
i guess we're a bit better now when it comes to acknowledge neurodivergence and how to help individuals deal with it, but at the same time i also don't think that we're actually dealing with the root causes atm.

>I remember her often saying that I'm "normal" for some reason
what else makes you feel more normal than sombody always saying how normal you are... have you talked to her about it?

>whatcha watching?
nothing. haven't found anything yet.

>well if you take out the battery you could technically wash it in some water and it'll work if you dry it out well
i'll see if it changed it's mind tomorrow. if it didn't i'll try your solution. can't get more broken than it already is.

>maybe the stuff I sent ya if you hadn't seen it?
the issue is that when i fall asleep over it all the time, i'll never finish it. ^^' i'll see if any of the vids fits my mood rn.

>there's so much visual noise my eyes don't know where to look
that's everything now.

>>81890686
>glad you fixed it then
thank you. i hope you'll find a way to deal with yours as well. (^-^)

>how'd that happen
there was a small pebble on the parking lot of my school and i stepped on it in a way that made me lose my footing and i twisted my left foot, so that my whole weigth was on the left side of it. my shoes had rather big soles, so they acted as a kind of lever and then my ligament just snapped. that must have been 16-17 years ago now and it still causes issues and imbalances.

>I'm also up lol, and yeah caffeine can be addicting
yeah. i reduced my intake for a while and now it hits me super hard again. it was not a wise choice ^^'

>i weigh around 49kg
do you like your weight?

>derealization at it's finest
yeah. work that week really gave me a hard time, so i was a bit beside myself.

>go wherever i want :D
second star to the right and straight on 'til morning.

>hopefully not crash
fingers crossed. stay safe out there.

>i figured it was a typo :p
you figured correctly (^_^;)

i should try to catch some sleep. see ya!

i'm going sleep now. good night!