>>5883179
20 and applying for a job I know I will be rejected for. Only applying because I wont live with myself not having gone for it.
The only career I ever wanted to do scuttled because of a medical thing that happened when I was 11.
Didn't have any relationship in HS but not resentful.
Was depressed/ suicidal but not anymore.
Fit but not overly athletic.
Cursed knowing I will never have the iq to be truly exceptional.
Destined to be an unremarkable lawyer at a mid level firm with a degree from an unremarkable university.
No friends, in a country on the other side of the planet from my family.
I will fight tooth and nail to not be a mediocrity like my old schoomates but maybe it's a lost cause.
I dont want money, I want people to be envious of me.