>>509914812
People have begun to lose their hopes and forget their dreams, so the Nothing grows stronger.

>>81702578
i dont wanna say hers since she might be here and despite it all, i'm still not *that* kinda guy - at the very least i'll say, her dad did things to her

for me though
>childhood neglect
>when my parents were around, they'd just beat me
>weirdo fat kid in school, never made much friends
>end up a loner, never really do much
>i stayed home a lot so my parents would see me as this "convenient helper"
>go to college but never too far away from them since i had to help out with whatever
>parents are old now, they depend on me more and more
>finish college, get a job - on my days off, i'd drive my parents to their hospital appointments
>dad dies during covid
>mom and my younger siblings depend A LOT more on me
>everytime payday comes, i'd spend 80% of it on them - basically nothing for myself
>repeat this cycle of helping out and giving all my pay till this day
i'm 27 now with nothing to my name, no friends, all of them got married or moved away, my mom is dying, but at least my siblings are succesful fucks now but they've relegated me to take care of my mom

i hate my life, man, i really do

>19
>Never worked a job
>Majoring in psychology in college
>Never had a girlfriend, only ever gone on two dates, never had a first kiss
>Have a car and license but still prefer to drive with my dad at my side
>Don't go anywhere without my parents
>Spend free time in my room listening to music