Is it really worth celebrating the 2nd anniversary of your game when all you've done every month is try to keep the lights on by compromising every single unique aspect of the game and having zero confidence in yourself to ever be able to do the correct thing for the game's overall direction?

what other games have insanely aggressive enemies that are out to kill you at every opportunity like this? other action games don't feel as intense when you get used to it, and it seems only ninja gaiden does this