I'm rewatching Naruto, and it reminded me of young me, having this weird achy feeling when Haku came on the screen, and then refusing for years to believe he was a boy. That was my first exposure to femboys and I believe it planted the seed for what would blossom when I played Sequel Kludge out of order and came my balls out to Kuu's lewd mouth. Japan really is unfair, drawing women and calling them men.