I went to a prostitute yesterday. We had a good time for an hour. She was a pretty Chinese woman. Anyway today when I went to sleep, I had the dreams of Nero the emperor of Rome calling out to his mother who he had killed. Then I was sleeping on my stomach and multiple times I felt something pushing down on my back.

Felt a bug walking all over my face. And more dreams of some sitcom character reaching out for his mother but everyone laughing at him. This symbolism is pretty see through but what did I feel on my back and face?

Any experiences like this?

I just paid to lose my virginity. She was a good looking Chinese woman, wet from the get go. I fucked her and she was very warm inside but the condom, I couldn't feel much. There was no death grip on my cock and i never came. She messaged me, gave me a BJ and handjob but I couldn't come. I ward hard throughout. Is my hand the only acceptable partner I'll ever have? What a fucking let down.