>>40031629
>I don't feel any of it is the right reason to get into any of this stuff
>Still believes in the narrative that others must approve of your reasons to explore yourself
Not a good look babe, go suck a dick if you want to

>some bs about Neon Genesis
sorry babe, when my bi bf gets back from the shops, I'll get him to check this thread for ya

it sounds overall like you're tired of getting pushed into the male stereotype by people you date and interact with, it sounds like you are bi, and imo, then next time you're at that gay club, go home with someone
in the mean time, figure out if you're more interested in taking dick or giving dick, cos taking dick is a good experience, but you need to be prepared for it in a way you won't be
>I could go off on a rant about how men are pushed into roles that suck because the current male dominated system demands they be dominators too, but I'll spare you all that