I’m 23 years old. I’m an airline pilot. Been made fun of my whole life. I’ve now become a semi chad. I’m somewhat attractive and tall. I used to be chubby. I don’t have any money but I’m making lots of money right now. (I just started) I feel super old. One time someone made fun of me while j was walking the street. A bunch of worthless mechanics were mocking me cause I was wearing a 7200$ suit. I was on the edge of taking their lives. They were physically short and skinny (bones) which made me not understand how they felt so confident mocking me.
I haven’t slept in a long time and yesterday I thought I fell asleep and had a nightmare but I’m convinced it was my first schizophrenic episode