>>81869506
I personally want to learn Chinese rather than Japanese. Japan is kinda irrelevant globally besides pop culture and Japanese people notoriously hate foreigners and avoid them. I think Chinese culture is a bit more open in comparison.

Too bad I'm fucking retarded though and i'm really bad at being disciplined and committed to one area of study.

I remember when I was 10 I begged my mom to let me take chinese classes, but we couldn't because they were too far away. It is definitely too late for me to learn it when my brain is fully developed now and it is almost 10x more difficult as an adult to learn a new language.