>>40704479
I experienced enlightemment. It's the death of you the person. There is no you. No other. No motivation, no zest for life or enthusiasm. Just the most complete neutrality. The remanents of my ego pulled themselves together a few days later and it was as if being reborn. A baby in an adult's body. The gratitude for being alive again was beyond anything. I'm not sure I will ever be strong enough to walk through death again. At least in this lifetime.