>>76319782
I started pouring out the alcohol into the sink and filming it. I'd be drunk asf rambling about how I don't want to keep living like this. Then sometimes I'd watch the videos when I felt like drinking. Sounds extremely retarded but somehow it worked after like 10-20 tries.

After a while I started to feel dumb just walking to the store to buy alcohol because I knew I was going to pour most of it out anyways in a few hours. picrel