>>81955775
I think about if my life had gone differently. If I had children and a wife. It would be ridiculous and depressing. It would be a loveless marriage with ugly autistic children. To rot alone is the noblest endeavour a wastrel fool like me could embark upon. Let earthquakes and tsunamis, and lightning strikes, and all that the earth raise up to destroy mediocre lives prosper and proliferate. I curse all of you. If there be mystical forces in the world beyond the hard reality of fluttering lungs and effeminate dances, let them damn you all the faster. Fuck you.