I remember days when private scene was unstable af and servers were literally disappearing every few months but that was 15 years ago, u must be a tremendous retard to invest any additional time into a server that literally delays an already delayed failed launch because of "personal drama" and "burnout"
if you spend 100-1000 hours on a server this immature and then feel suicidal when they suddenly shut down or go offline for 4 weeks because people were mean to admin or they didn't test new custom content you deserve it and I won't feel bad for you.