everyone says hrt is supposed to make you feel better and it did for a while but now im suffering constantly. i was agressive and psychotic and probably a horrible person when i was repping but i kinda miss it because at least i didnt have false hope. im the fakest faketranny to ever live and theres literally no chance i will ever pass. i need to stop because literally everyone i know is going to hate me and berate me for being an evil faggot if they find out. my entire life my future was nothing but black it was black and now its just fog and i dont know what to do. i miss knowing how im going to die

>Me watching as my dimwitted pet somehow finds one of my really old spellbooks & casts a spell to swap her nuclear control rod with Anon's penis because she thinks it'd be a fun bonding exercise. (the bird doesn't seem to grasp that just because two things share the same slang doesn't mean they're actual coequals)