>>509710752
Yup, happened to me. One night, at about age 23, I had the worst dream of my life, everyone died after I tried to save the world running around a big gauntlet, saving people left and right, caring and talking to people, but most just ignored me, didn't give a shit. Then I saw my whole family, my whole life like a movie lined up infront of me, and I saw them in the most detailed gruesome way getting blown up into a pink mist, seeing the brains fly everywhere and their emotions on their faces in slow motion, the world turned dark and there was nothing left, only oblivion, only darkness. It felt like an eternity, like a thousand lifetimes. Then I woke up, on that day I dropped out of college, told my GF to go and die, same to my parents and all my family. I'm living alone now for 8 years, I had many people die in my family, and I didn't care one bit. I still feel, but the caring is gone, there is zero care. Nothing. When something happens in my vicinity, it's like a fly has shit on the wall. It does not concern me. I acknowledge it, but that's it.

Life is predetermined for most normies. The moment they were born, their fate was sealed. The problem is, they can't deal with it. They don't know how, and they refuse to learn how to. I realized the game which is life, and decided to not play, but only watch, in complete indifference. If god decides to bless me, I accept it. If he decides to curse me, I accept it. That's it.

I flow with life, instead against it. Accept death, disease, suffering and pain not as adversaries, but as companions and you will be free.