>>936066265
I've had a diaper fetish since I was 12 it's the first sexual interest I had and over 15 years later I'm still only into it and stuff in the same ballpark. When I was about 14 my hidden stash on the computer was found by my stepfather my parents questioned me on it my mother nice but still drilled in how disgusting it was my stepfather screaming and yelling at me. Over the next few weeks I overheard my mother making fun of me with my older brother about it, and telling several unknown people about it over the phone. Really killed my confidence, made me hate myself and killed my social life. I was afraid of bringing friends over because I was terrified of one of my family members bring it up to them and eventually I lost my friends because I was distant. When I was about 16 I hit it off with a puerto rican girl and she was way out of my league, but she thought I was funny and we had a flirtatious relationship for a couple months and she dropped some strong hints, but I let her slip through my fingers because of the fear of bringing her home. Fast forward to today I'm in my late 20s, spend all my time doing regular neet stuff, have no friends, never been in a real relationship, I'm depressed and I hate myself. Feels like my confidence, self image and life were all destroyed simply because my privacy was invaded and stuff that should have been private was made public knowledge. Been thinking about it a lot lately, and it makes me more depressed.