>>81687169
>Hopefuel
there is some stuff I left out:
>how I did it
Three years of constant increasing habits. I started with just making my bed everyday. Then eating one less donut a day, and so on and so on. By 2023 I had lost 70 pounds and due to tons of meditation I was able to fake confidence and appear joyful. I started going to community college and could (fake) match the energy of the loud extroverted kids. Long story short this got me to hanging out with them, which got me to parties, which got me to losing my virginity at 34yo to a 22yo to half-puerto-rican half-white girl.
>lots of mistakes
I made a fuck ton of humiliating mistakes learning how to be a pretend normie, but you learn very fast from mistakes (better to try and make mistakes then over analyze shit). Normies are brutally unforgiving if they find out your a socially stunted autist, they kind of will go out of their way to try and cast you back down, such as talking shit about you or saying snide casually cruel "sarcastic" comments or being passive aggressive, or snickering to each other when you walk by.