>>81680282 (OP)30+ guys: how (and should) I get over my guilt of fucking married women? I am okay looking and in condition (esp compared to men in my age group), but am a lonely loser, but I have a job that makes me travel a fair bit for business, and I often end up in situations where I meet women in their late 20s-early 40s who are presumably bored in their marriages and are looking for adventure. I've had a fair amount of women of this sort proposition to me. They are all extremely sexually forward, like they start touching my arm and texting me, it's very clear what they want.
My personal record was when I was in an Airbnb in Germany, the owner's wife came to pick up the keys as I was leaving, and she remarked I'm so nice I must make my wife so happy, to which I responded I was single. She immediately started rubbing my arms and chest and we were kissing and fucking within 10 mins of meeting her.
Looks-wise they range from plain moms to women who were literal 10/10s in their prime.
I feel extremely bad about their husbands/families which is kind of a mood killer for me, so I end up rejecting most of them, but did end up having sex with a few of them. I did have a few of them contact me afterward wanting more hookups, but I never had anyone 'fall for me'.
This is kinda hollow and with my falling libido in my 30s and the shitty feeling, combined with me not having a real relationship makes this a very controversial thing for me.