>>81680282
I'm currently in the same boat. All my youth every person around me were controlling. Even with my "friend" nothing I wanted to do was fun nothing I said was funny, etc.. and I was led to believe that I was wrong and I had to change to fit in. Everyday trying to figure out what was wrong with me and what did I need to change to be a "normal person" but at the end of the day I was just around boring ass people. I would hang out with them and their definition of having fun was sitting down at a bar drink beer and talk about their job. I wasted my life hanging around these people and trying to fit in with them. I like adrenaline, I wanted to fight, do mountain bike, drifting, try bungee and parachute. At 30 now that they have kids and I am all alone I'm starting to figure out what I really liked and all the time I missed out on and seriously I don't know if I can do all those things... alone... In my 30s