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Hello anons, I am in each of your shoes.

The answer I was searching and eternity for and has dramatically changed my mind and helped me on the path for internal peace was my family being plagued with BPD (Mother) and NPD (Father)

I strongly urge you to binge watch 2 YouTube channels unironically. I am not paid off I simply genuinely believe in these two as a wealth of healing knowledge.

Jerry Wise.
Nothingness: Antidote to narcissism.

Young people don't know what narcissism really is, tiktok threw the scent and its caused many people become victims to the unique form of abuse and control known as Enmeshment.

Your folks might be genuinely retarded, or they are actively aware of their behaviors and it's all designed to keep you in the role they have chosen FOR you. To be placed on a shelf.

If nothing else, please consider watching Jerry Wise and see if anything "clicks" for you. You must find a way to relieve your suffering, anyway to cope externally from your situation. You must before its too late..