Friends, parties, social experiences, sexual experiences with women my age, all the things a normal, developing brain needs. I wasted all 4 years of high school and college hiding from everyone, now my chances are gone. People my age are getting married, I have no outlets to meet women or even make friends. My life is over, I wasted it. Every single day is the same, I work, sometimes go to the gym, come home to browse the computer and rot alone. I wasted my life.