>parents suspicious my entire teens and try to "prevent" me from being gay
>suddenly "ok" with it after Obergefell
>they still make offhanded comments about how buttsecks is gross or act suspicious when I'm around men

>troon out
>destroys my relationship with both of them
>they try to get me to quit E harder than they do my sister to quit opioids (overdosed twice)

I wish I repressed. Being gay ruined my life (friendwise) and being a tranny ruined my life (familywise). I'm engaged now and I can't even invite my family (or anyone, really) and they'll probably resent me more for that. I don't want to get called Birthname and He and Son. I wish I was at least bi or even a straight cis man so bad. Being a transbian would be nice no one's parents are disappointed at them for liking women.