I was jst scared that i was a burden on my family again but the thing is they were all staying in the same hotel as me For some reason i had it in my head they were staying elsewhere i think bc my cousin n her son stayed in a different hotel.But they were all with me my wee sis room was jst next door nd this morning she knocked on my door nd said "Are you still alive" so w/e i was up to last night it wasnt very subtle probably.But nobody was specific about anything so i guess theyre protecting my feelings so am happy neway.But i guess since we all stayed in the same place.Then we all wouldve walked back in the same direction n all that n gone in the same building.Id had it in my head theyd had to go out their way for me or something i dont know why but that wasnt the case in fact.Its still kinda scary i blacked out bc the way back from my stpdads thing had a lot of roads n stuff so basically i was jst at pure mercy of my family to walk back with nd cross busy streets n stuff.I dnt have a single clue if we left the place at midnight or 4am.Last thing i recalled was sitting w my cousin having a few drinks nd I thoguht "i like this tune" but i cant mind what tune it was.Nxt thing i woke up in my room with peepee nd glasses of water somenody had left next to the bed.Well hopefully they found it entertaining.They didnt seem angry,ave woke up hungover before n ppl were angry at me which is bad,but this time was pretty neutral.DEmon drink is really bad for you.