>>40094442
>this is kind of making me want to revisit it lol
why not? if it sounds fun to do, i bet it will be! you can fight that crazy boss with the power armor and stuff and get the staffs.
>Combine that with the fact that my area is boring/awful, then it's no wonder I feel so depressed.
yeah. regular people have to actively wage a war against the structure of society to be happy. not blaming yourself for how hard it is and just moving forward confident in your own social skills will help a ton i bet.
>Maybe I'll look into it more. the only problems are my voice and being really awkward. I haven't been doing voice training, and Im scared to use my girl voice because someone laughed at me for it and it made me feel horrible.
i feel you on that. right when i started trooning i tried voice training excessively and i got hate crimed walking home from class lol. talking with people is the best voice training tho, maybe you'll see the progress you want by getting practice in low stake conversations over vc? i dont think you should dissociate and just try to sound male, thats like voice training in reverse. boymoding is evil. you do need to get some thick skin for public vc because people will trannybash you if your voice sounds clocky but it'll get there eventually and then become an awesome social asset for you to interact with others.
>Ty, I can actually have a conversation with you AND Its actually pretty fun ^-^
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ty as well anon. its my bedtime now, so goodnight. i hope you do give origins a run. maybe post what round you got to itt once you're finished