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What do you think about when gazing at the summer stars on a cool breezy night?

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fpd won etc

It’s rather unlucky to share a name with the Kat that folks were talking about in the last thread

i have a really similar build to lagooner which is both cool as i recognise that her body is tea even if i don't see it in myself and also sad because the less i have in common with her the better

>>40081172
wink wink

>>40081242
gooner is annoying beyond belief but lets be real outside of the self obsessed mean girl delusions of /tttt/ her body looks like that of a totally average woman

should i have sex before i off myself or die a virgin?
i think dying would be very comfy. the sweet release of death calls for me

>>40083122
How old are you?

>>40083223
older than dirt

>>40080054 (OP)
FRVTIGER

>>40083122
Join the 41%

>>40083250
already am apart of it

>>40083122
Don't do that! Just goon your cute little clitty like a good girl!

>>40083267
this is just sad

>>40080054 (OP)
I impulsively got bangs and now I have to go to work tomorrow how do I cope with all my coworkers knowing I'm a tranny ?

>>40083320
Cut the bangs on my wig too short sadge

>>40083293

idk i cant get it to focus at 40x and im still waiting on immersion oil for my 100x oil objective. here's 10x. maybe the camera is just too shitty

How can I look cuter and less like a serial killer
https://unseedotcc/album#Mrfv9SfLheHo

>>40083359
more hair

>>40083370
Trying to grow it out and hopped on min and dut not too long ago
I wish I had thicker hair :(

>>40083327
kill yourself

>>40083327
Goon your clitty like a good girl

>>40083337
looks so pretty.
i cant imagine how incredible it was for the person to discover cells
>>40083359
eye serum for the bags under your eyes, hair removal, break up the forehead with a different part style, smile at the camera, lose a bit of weight to help your cheekbones stand out
you have potential. people will hate but people gave the 3rd sophie a lot of crap early transition too and she turned out good. the bones are there.

this microscope sure is handy. im going to see if i can use it to find my tiny white pecker. wish me luck!

>>40083493
welcome to hell friend

Any Aussie anons here? I'm curious to know about how gender affirming care and stuff works here and what you're experiences have been like, as far as I know there's only one clinic here in my town so options are pretty limited. I'll probably give them a call up later this week to see how much appointments are but I'm pretty much right to assume that this stuff isn't covered by medicare right?

did you guys hear about the tif who set herself on for bc of Israel Palestine stuff
very sad

>I'm a straight trans woman. I'm only attracted to men. I've never been attracted to women, they do nothing for me.
*a few moments later*
>Ok I'm a transbian now! Phew. Didn't see this coming.

lolz

>>40083636
who

>>40083652
It's an observation of how trans women don't believe trans women are women.

>>40083631
the what

>>40083631
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=09vVF-Hvykg
>>40083636
summoning the transgender lynch mob by saying trans women are attractive to you but not cis ones.

Why are trannies so prone to getting raped?

>>40083614
Hanako raped Hisao

>>40083663
weird
I like men and have for a long time and transing hasn't changed that at all

>>40083664
it's pretty sad desu she was clearly very mentally ill
not sure what it has to do with Israel Palestine but that's allegedly the motive

>>40083716
>Hanako
kinoslop

>Qott:
ass

>>40083712
i think its because guys are taught to be not rapists towards women but then they dont see trans women as women and their brain doesnt have a circuit that tells them not to rape. i think the harder you girlmode and more you pass the less it happens thouigh

>>40083730
i was talking about Katawa Shoujo :(

>>40083741
Maybe, I don't think I'd rape a girl like Arielle Maxine, but I could probably rape you

I miss getting cummed in!!!!

>>40083462
>>40083515
The dichotomy of man

>>40083749
happy rapist pride month

>>40083756
gb2rreddit pls

I miss paige!!!!!

>>40083767
kys Nomi you're not even allowed on the Internet

>>40083761
You should show us your tits to celebrate

>>40083777
trip on pedro

is it possible to get a boyfriend if you're severely mentally ill and a bit of a shut in and also have standards

>>40083826
yeah but like are you at least okay looking and not a monstrosity shat out by Nikocado after a mukbang

>>40083777
checked
>>40083826
depends on what you mean by standards

>>40083869
yeah I mean i have very low self esteem but some guys think I'm cute or whatever and when I mention being ugly irl ppl seen a little confused and idk why
I'm probably just average desu, but my personality is the real draw

>>40083875
not fat
someone I find attractive who finds me attractive
not a rapist or a pedophile
taller than me or at least not shorter (5'9")
intelligent
not a bottom or a switch

>>40083893
probably doable if you're into nerds

>>40083923
the problem there is that I don't want them coming out as trans, and that's sadly very common among nerds these days

wut if my hole was a rectangle...rectangle...rekt angle...like in 99% of the selfies i try 2 take...im cooked....omg...no bf sob. tarded and alone.

>>40083893
Yeah, but like… you said you’re a shut-in. What are your plans to find your bf

>>40083926
it is what it is

I guess I was never trans

im tarded
TARDED AND DUBM STUPID EVEN

>>40083959
Yes you are!!!! Now goon your clitty!!!

Goon it like a good girl! Goon it real good!

goon goon goon goon goon goon goon goon goon goon goon goon goon goon goon goon

currently having like dastardly gf thoughts desu

>>40084028
Goon your cute little clitty to make them go away! That's what a good girl would do!

22 is too late but I started e and don't wanna kms for the first time in months so I'm doing pretty good I guess. Helps that I'm already a cute twink.

I can't stop gooning my tiny white clitty to bnwo sissy hypno and whiteboy beatdowns >.<

>>40084035
you forgot to take off your lesbian tag lol. stop spamming the catalogue with your weird fake terf posts.

>>40084056
Uhm... What? I'm a transgirl!

>>40084045
thats great. 22 really isnt that late.

so fuckin tired n lonely n overtired n cant sleep n need touch from dude pls god it hurts im not built for the big lonely im built for the bf dudeguy

resident evil 2 remake is good but I hate the first boss after you go down the elevator. I get to that point and lose interest

8:3]0 ×&[hwho puts a test at eight thritty

gosh I need some sissy hypno bnwo porn to goon to right now >.<

>>40084754
no one curr nigga

>>40084833
yeah but I'm still gonna talk about it :^)

resident evil 7 is line that roo. First half of the game is great then it turns to shit

https://files.catbox.moe/mvi99n.jpg
Swagposting

>>40085152
um not gonna click it but
you have like zero swag

tranny sadness
frick

>>40085184
? I'm literally hood

what's his deal?

>>40085428
she mogs you

>>40085435
she? also no

>>40085328
>>40085152
you dress like a Arab wannabe gangster (male) while also being obese
at least the clown cap was funny in a ridiculous way
hiding face as usual
yellow brown teeth covered by chinaphone

I can smell the baguette

>>40085465
Why is k** BPD seething at lagooner again?

I miss my gf and i wish i could talk to her easier

>>40085494
Just drop your discord if you need someone to talk to bbygirl

>>40085526
Dont tempt me with an opportunity to complain

>>40085435
nta but no, definitely not

>>40085476
cycles always repeat

Insulting a fat fetishist over being fat is crazy work

>>40085654
Pedro post your ass

>>40085654
cope fatty

>>40085670
Sure

COPING HAMPLANET CLAPPED AHAHAHA

bnuy bnuy

>>40085733
Carol buying a c64 (colorized)

but wut if tim dillon rim krillin

>>40085754
thanks doc.

>>40085748
truee

>>40085754
thought that was micheal moore btw

the speccy has more soul

>>40085783
depends
later on Sinclair were bought out by Amstrad and the spectrum became yet another alan sugar low cost device

Hello there transgirls I’m straight cis man and I have a question for you all here today right now. Do you like guys that are losers? Do you like guys with bad hairlines? Do you like guys that are sad and empty inside but they can’t talk about it?

Well if so, you better AVOID me because NONE of those things are true about me because actually I’m chinese and I’m a spy and my dick is long and my hair is big.

is there any truth to this?

>>40086330
God commies are dumb

>>40086386
oh I thought you were ok
nvm

>>40086382
>anyone notice how common it is for women to who have been ashamed and disgusted by their bodies and sexuality to be more willing to present in a way they never could've imagined now that they have a body that they feel right in.

>>40086392
Sorry if ur not a liberal ur a

>>40086403
..... retard

>>40086397
imagine not wanting to be happy with your body

>>40086403
>>40086404
>liberal
youre part of the problem

>>40086408
Sorry i don't really care what your opinion is, fascist scum

The only trans girls I’ve met have been at super smash brothers tournaments. I can see their boobies poking through their shirts. It would make me horny but I’m gay and also chinese.

>>40086413
ywn be one of them
but im sure they're happy you're trying

>>40086422
>>40086413
see above

I set a precedent that I do my operations secretly. I live in a big concrete building in the city at night. In the gay day I am retarded.

If they didn't act that way we wouldn't be forced to be racist towards them ya know? Why can't they just be civilizied? 'Muh culture' is such a cop out

Morning Retards

If I had to guess the reason I transitioned was because in basically all cases I just relate to women more on everything and enjoy spending time with women and struggle to relate to men. I just connect to women on a spiritual level even though my entire life I've struggled with isolation due to extreme gender segregation and homophobia growing up and I was socially stunted. Even though I was an only child and mostly was around boys growing up, I have always just connected to women and girls more for whatever reason. Me desperately wishing I could have friends but being isolated from people that I connect with led me to depression and wishing I was a woman throughout my life. But in reality, I am ok with being a man. I just need more friends and more time around women

Mornin' chaps, how are we all, then? Blimey, it’s a splendid day to be both a true lady and a proper Brit, innit?

*snifffff*
good morning ladies!

>>40086397
weird way to phrase skinwalking
also you're assuming most transwomen were into women and not men which is weird

Alive thread

>>40086708
go back to israel

Even though I am literally a man and a detransitioner I'm more of a woman than most trannies because I spend most of my time around women and actually socialize with them.

>>40087920
truke

>>40087920
dude you're not even human

>>40087920
Imagine being a detransitioner AND a pickme lol

Going to the dentist today
Think im getting braces
Ow money

>>40088038
you spent money on facial surgery before fixing your teeth? aren't you like late 20s by now? you should've taken care of that ages ago

>>40088057
I havent had facial surgery. But i still have 20k savings so i want to and can get it with insurance maybe. Im bad about medical stuff and i didnt go to the dentist for years. Im 24

>>40080054 (OP)
The fireflies as they come out after dawn, one by one, miniature stars fluttering in the grass.

>>40087920
Women smell nice. I don't blame you guy.

Why do trannies enjoy getting assraped?????

>>40080054 (OP)
I don't see stars around here

>>40083893
THAT'S ME!!!!

>trans girl
>dating another trans girl
>care for her a lot
>realized today that I like men

Just got some breast pain for once after taking prog for like a week so I'm capitalizing on it by eating like a pig. If my body wants to put 1% of my cals into my chest ill make sure that % is as big as possible.

>>40088849
>reverse contrapoints

Welcome to the HSTS club.

cute boy of the day is
masaki okada from drive my car (2021)

>>40088849
Im gonna marry my gf even though i dont think we'll ever have good sex cause i want srs so ill never feel sex anyways

>>40088849
are you going to tell her also are you my gf if so :( but also im glad you've learned that about yourself and you should tell me

My mom called me pretty today and it made me happy.
Almost got caught by my extended fanily wearing women's clothes though so that was really close.

i can choose to pass and its weird like if i put the effort in i pass entirely and if i don't i confuse people. its a choice. i find that weird

>>40090001
Yeah. Presentation matters. Crossdressers dont get cheats and just choose to look female. Same applies to troons. A twinkhon is just a passoid without makeup

>>40090001
god what id give to choose to pass. 2 years hrt that did zero, i dont even think people noticed after 2 years. i have good insurance and they paid for some surgeries recently that moved me from "cis male" to "might not be cis male"

if you can put in a lil effort and pass that's pretty chill

>>40090045
yeah its cool. even if im confusing people i can pass as time goes on too, like the more i talk with someone the more i pass.

do you boymode anon? I am glad you got some surgeries you wanted, sounds a positive step
>>40090032
yep so true!

I JUST GOT RAPED IT WAS AWESOME

>>40090091
i just wear a hoodie and hat. i have more surgeries coming up to hopefully go from "maybe alt cis male" to "clocky trans women"

>>40090120
oh you're bonkers huh

>>40090098
grats
>>40090120
surprised your transitions been going so bad. baseball caps arent super commonly worn by women so if you wear that all the time maybe thats causing problems?

>>40090197
nono i just always get he/him'd. i think more face work would help so that's being scheduled :3

two people said i looked better in a hat like a week ago so i wear a hat sometimes now, not like a big difference

Average female height in America is 5' 4". If you're over 5' 9" everyone can tell you're trans mtf gigantic men with a love for little girls.

>we're actually in a server together already
huh u kno dat practically makes us related

>>40090406
no one gives you shit if your face and proportions are fine either way

>>40090418
They think you're a twink and that's fine. Don't be cringe grunkle.

>>40080054 (OP)
Got a quick question if someone were nice enough to help. Is law enforcemet too inane to comprehend what grey market estradiol is?

>>40086682
omg I feel so recognised
haaaaiiiiiiiiiiiiii

>>40090437
regardless, it's literally fine to be trans and tall. saying shit like you were is just repperfuel thats gonna make people masculinize more and kill themselves. youre also calling trans people gigantic man pedos so fuck off like you're being reasonable

>>40090462
yes law enforcement doesn't care as long as it doesnt look sus. honestly if you have an empty box from prescription estrogen, just store it in there and no one will care

>>40090418
hard agree, if your face and body are fem it kinda doesnt matter how tall you are

>>40090462
probably. i dont even know if the average person knows what hrt does. ive heard so many people think trans people can only get tits with implants

All trans girls are adorable perfect cuties and that’s a fact god damn it

>>40090520
Literally 1984, but thank you nonetheless for providing answer. I guess if I pull out of this dump I will order only orginal vials even if it means getting ripped off from now on

>>40090462
watch dealers use that term.
and they have storefronts n shit.

>>40090518
You went from cute reasonable boymoder hsts to gorillahon loud and proud agp. Unfortunately that seems to be the norm for this board. Maybe rep more, or you'll end up like Olive and Reese with a pregnant gf in Kentucky and working with Hayato at McD's.

>>40087920
omg ur a fucking fag lmao

>>40090622
>the anal sex and dick frotting with the girlfriend however wasn't faggy at all

>>40090556
im just doing my thing. i dont want to boymode anymore or rep. i think thats pretty reasonable. you're the one insulting me. i have life experience of being a tall tranny and i know how its gone. spreading a bunch of demotivation just hurts people who are gonna transition anyways. you pretty clearly just want to hurt people on purpose.

>>40090683
yeah bitches love out hrtits and weak penises
sucks to suck u hairy smelly moid <\3

>>40090684
That's not my intention and you are making the mistake of assuming everyone is in a similar situation as you are, living in the the most liberal trans-friendly city on earth with free money coming in from their parents. It's ridiculous.

>>40090711
ok fag

>>40090732
why do you think i live in a liberal area?
there are 5 trump flags on my street

absolute bitchless thread

>>40090754
Trump isn't as controversial as he was during his first term as president. But it sounds like you live in a very white, safe neighborhood if Trump flags aren't vandalized or stolen. The majority of trans women suffer from poverty, lack a healthy support network, were rejected by family for being trans, and suffer the fall out like mado did ending up homeless and dead before 30. You're a pampered rich kid who should be really thankful for what you've been given in life.

>>40090773
The straight incel posting in the tranny thread on the fag board knows bitchless when he sees it.

>>40090811
sweetie im trans, but u seem a little sore rn so ill let it slide

>>40090800
i am grateful for my circumstances. i think you're hallucinating a lot of things about me that arent really necessarily true. waht does that even have to do with my previous post though. do you have a mental disability? you seem to struggle to stay on any particular topic and constantly change it without noticing yourself

>>40085428
>>40085428
>what's his deal?

Gets niggas to stroke it and shoot ropes for real.

All it takes is a pair of panties.

>>40090833
The point is, your dumb ass can walk head and shoulders above women in your white neighborhood with Trump flags flying everywhere and not get beaten up or have rocks thrown at your head you stupid fucking dipshit. That's not the case for most trans girls.

been a minute

>>40090862
i got called things early transition sometimes. it just doesnt happen anymore.
idk. its hard to talk with you. you're extremely negative to the point it's draining.

>>40091010
she's just saying you live in a bubble, you're extremely sheltered

>>40091018
no, she wasnt just saying that. she called me a gorillahon loud and proud agp and said that if you're over 5'9 " everyone can tell you're trans mtf gigantic men with a love for little girls"
why are you running defense for this person's tactics. nothing they say is in good faith

globe
globe
globe

global climate change

(to the tune of Gangdam Style)

>>40091055
>with a love for little girls
self reporting maybe?
sounds like projection

how bad is oral estradiol really?
>steady dose 0.25-0.5ml 10 mg/mL every 5 days over several years
>completely mess up last 4 shots
>blood, wasted e, pain
>most recent used a new wonky syringe where needle is 1in despite the injectable part being 0.5in(I think more e now gets left in too?wtf?)
idk how but it's years of breezing through pokes seemingly vanished, has this happened to anyone else?
still determined to keep injecting but am considering stocking up on some oral

>>40091113
idk.
i feel like shit after arguing with that person
probly just gonna lay down

>>40091141
yeah no point debating trolls
u go nap

>>40091162
hello naz

>>40091184
hiya anon
>>40080054 (OP)
how surreal it all is
weird when you spend so much time inside and internally
yet the world is always still there acting as it always has
sometimes it all almost looks fake like I could see right through it if I looked hard enough

Hi anons ^_^

>>40091226
how's the weather?

should I overpay for pizza or go get taco bell
I already cooked food today and I'm worn out

>>40088849
it took you that long? dating a transwoman wasn't your wakeup moment to "oh I guess I do like guys"? what did you think you were dating before now, a fish?

>>40089986
my dad described my body as lithe and willowy which made me feel better about being gangly and awkward

paige dad sex

>>40091370
no

>>40091358
why are you so transphobic

lithe and willowy sex with paige's dad

>>40091375
>>40091381

>>40091358
fuck ur gross dad already

>>40091381
I'm not

>>40091408
you literally just called mtfs men lol explain how that isn't transphobic

>>40091303
now that the smokes cleared up it's about as nice as it gets here
breif moments of calm and warm throughout the constant storms and temp drops
nice tho, I got some sun today
feel less like a cave gremlin
although I still look it

>>40091422
you're a nice looking cave gremlin

This is Bunny Rabbit. Be respectful, you'll be glad you did when Bunny Rabbit helps you

look at this cool zaku I'm working on, instead of sperging bc you don't like how I phrased something
we're all in this together as trannies

>>40091422
glad things are doing marginally better for you desu

>>40091406
no

>>40091418
I don't need to, leave me alone

>>40091446
cool forgot pic

>>40091446
youre not trans you're a gross faggot of the worst variety

>>40091458
looks shit

>>40091463
choose to be nice fren :)

>>40091446
yesterday you used the term "tif" can you explain what that means?

>>40091472
choose to not be a transphobic pickme who posts the most disgusting fagslop imaginable

>>40091475
look it up, surely a librarian should know how to do that

>>40091475
trans idendified femmale
transphobic dog whistle

>>40091482
oh I already know what it means, I want you to explain why you use transphobic terms

>>40091433
thanks fren
>>40091458
he built like me
mogged hard by the hip width tho
that gap more like a canyon

shiet bros, i didn't get into this to be a housewife with a husband and kids. Miss me with that. I'm trying to get into a polycule with other transbians so we can wear diapers and have lesbian anal sex with each other.

>>40091563
you should rape paige

>>40091518
and thick thighs too, very jealous. he's got fuel for days

>>40091587
I'm down for rape, parTy n peWp, bapy crapy play, cannibalism, necrophilia, licking scabs, eating dandruff, you know all the hot womens things.

Gosh girls, i kind of want to bleed to lick poop tonight, in a lesbian way tho

I made a yummy fruit tart

do you sneezepass

I mightve overcomitted with the eating and now I wanna vomit. The things we do for breasts

>>40092025
I have the loudest sneeze I have the most masculine sneeze I have the deepest sneeze my sneeze makes weaker men weep my sneeze can blow a jet off course my sneeze can send a yacht around the world my sneeze can send an astronaut to the moon my sneeze moves air out of my nostrils at nearly light speed when I sneeze you can see exoplanets wobble when I sneeze the entire atmosphere of the earth is sent into a spin that causes all of the tornados and hurricanes that have ever existed when I sneeze god takes notice and puts on ear protectors when I sneeze aliens with tinnitus outside of the observable universe are cured and then immediately also deafened again

>the depression is back
oh no

russia is cluster bombing kyiv
https://www.reddit.com/r/CombatFootage/comments/1le0b9t/footage_of_a_russian_cluster_munition_attack_on/

I couldn't ever see myself as a woman because it was cringe for me to think that a male could ever know what it's like to be female and that it's weird and gross and predatory

There's a general I visit on a different board, it's for a fairly normal interest. But the whole meme of the thread is they are all cism pretending to be catfish ironically. They don't (you) anybody and just vague post the entire thread. And they've been keeping the bit going for years. So I ask, wtf is wrong with straight men? Is this repper behaviour? They bully out anyone that is actually gay/queer.

>>40092428
/clg/?

>>40092445
sorry im dyslexic retarded gay and autistic i meant cgl

lonely

>>40092190
how did you get rid of it in the first place

>>40092357
good self awareness at least

>>40092276
:(

>>40092470
took care of my mental health for a while but ive devolved into 9-5 madness and drugs to cope

>>40092445
>>40092455
Eitherway, no it's on a different board, I don't want to get it brigaded, because it's like a cool ant hill to me, but it's for a hobby that has nothing to do with lgbt

>>40092547
absolutely terrifying desu, jobs are the scariest things in a lot of ways. I always have a breakdown after like five to six months just from the pressure of knowing I have shifts that I HAVE to be at for the ENTIRE time, even if it's a job I enjoy. I can not imagine doing to a nine to five, it would feel like having a cat being boiled alive in my guts, clawing and writhing and scratching to get out. best of luck desu

>>40092604
thanks famalam
i take every liberty i can if im being honest
i take an hour for lunch, i walk around, i browse online, i make enough meaningful small changes that it looks like im actually an incredibly productive worker but the truth is that im actively manipulating my managers and being more personable with them than the other shmucks and its working
i dont abide by the general "dress code" than everyone else does, i hide in the bathroom when nobody is watching, and because im fucking weird and open minded i manage to make GREAT decisions at times that no one else wouldve thought to do and its earned a lot of trust my way
i do everything i can in my power to make it not feel like a job
this is how ive always led my life and i think if i wasnt able to do this id have ended it a long time ago because i cannot abide by a normal schedule and life
also i leave an hour early at a minimum

Tired but can't sleep

holy shit someone please make a vocaroo thread i want to post something for advice but dont want mine to be the op link

>>40093040
Make one then post it later on

I want to troll the Israel thread on int but I've been banned again. UGHH what to do

pew pew pew

Ai is literally the worst thing that could've possibly ever happened to humanity in terms of how much it hurts the biggest defining factor of being human which is creativity. All creative fields are massively threatened by ai and even non-creative slog labor like coding is too which is practically the biggest field with actual prospects nowadays. Actual never ending ever "improving" (worsening) nightmare against everything humanity is about. Existential horror type occurrence. I'd rather have world war 3 happen because at least after it there'd be a future for people to be people.

>>40092641
also yeah this is very relatable desu
good luck anon, just remember that drugs don't fix things they just add to the list of bad things

>>40093178
seems like they helped you

>>40093208
mushrooms done therapeutically and mindfully, yes. other drugs or alcohol to escape emotional pain or turmoil? very much no, and they made things worse
been sober from substance and self harm for about four months and while I'm not doing fantastic, I'm in a better place now than when I was using, at the very least bc when I was getting high that was all I was doing and all I was thinking about at all

>>40093234
alcohol is the worst

>>40093040
https://voca.ro/1iV6oMdEJcfO

damn just watched the mom episode of parasite with my mom we both were crying it was really touching
>>40093176
>xe values humanity

>>40093385
More than an unmedicated racist schizoid yes

>>40093390
>unmedicated
a weakness in human physiology
>racist
a weakness in human belief
>schizoid
a weakness in the human mind

everything you dislike about humans is because of their humanity, not despite it.

im not weak im stronk

>>40093414
Oh please don't talk to me like you know anything and go back to calling Arab culture inferior
The Japanese literally are still trying to do historical revisionism about the atrocities they did against China and Korea during wars they themselves caused btw, including wanting to completely remove the cultures and languages of China and specially Korea. Is that not like erm super inferior core dear culture-worth dictator?

>>40093429
i dont like imperial japan.
they were an evil regime.
modern japan isnt imperial japan
cultures are constantly in flux.
the same way you can be enemies with someone and later become friends, you can dislike a group of people and like who they later become. i just disbelieve in the idea that all cultures are subject only to internal criticism and reform. i think the same is true of western societies.
the only thing better than having a good friend is a good enemy

>>40093444
Motherfucker your "good enemy" is going outside and job applications don't even talk

>>40093444
follow up point i forgot to mention.
if you hated imperial japan, then you would know why it stopped being so inhumane. it was subjugation by an outside people who moderated its culture. the idea that its the responsibility of all peoples to tie their hands behind their back and say "i wont judge" to atrocity and social sickness don't have any principals in the real world

>>40093451
yeah, my life is too comfortable right now and it's made me weaker. my awareness of my own insufficiencies is part of what shapes my beliefs. even when i'm feeling really bad, being able to compete in something makes me feel better. and when something pushes back against me, i push back against it harder and enjoy it. ive had multiple situations in life where there are unironic life or death emergencies and i enjoy them very much. i also like getting injuries and fighting with people.

You're fembrained if you find at least 3/5 of these men attractive:
Jensen Ackles
Pedro Pascal
Leon Kennedy
Feyd rautha from dune 2 (or just Austin Butler in general)
Henry Cavill

>>40093475
This type of schizoid is literally the worst one and they always end up losing it and going off the deep end and disappearing
It's like the special ed kid I talked to that said he had unbreakable bones and was a wolf while being a bum with 3 braincels

>>40093479
would
would
would
no (afraid of zombies)
would

>>40093479
>if you're attracted to these famously hot men then you're attracted to men
groundbreaking.
>>40093491
meh its just my personality today. ill be different in a week or so. also why do you keep calling me schizoid do you mean that literally or do you mean schizo or something else

Saying that you love to fight while going crazy every time you get harassed by people on 4chan is insane if I am being honest

>>40093509
Aren't you a transbian lol?

>>40093555
Stop posting. We don't care. Faggot.

>>40093555
im sensitive.
>>40093557
im bi

>>40093566
It's always the weakest most miserable people that are the most outspoken about their hatred and biases and state them as if they were known truths instead of nonsense spouted by the brainrotten

>>40093566
Oh you're "bi"
Mb

>>40093579
lmao. you're one to talk about being too outspoken about your biases. you shit talk every single person that pops in the thread and isnt lockstep with you. ironic.
>>40093580
hsts flags are always insufferable, huh?

bichads always being hated on

>>40093619
Like?

>>40093633
>Like?
uh like me sharing my political opinions and you still seething about it days later

>>40093648
Like you being racist for example?

>>40093654
yes

fuck my life guys hahaha i want to kill myself lol hahaha cya

Pedro always seething at those that completely mog him physically and mentally. Can't tell if it's more pathetic or sad

>>40093674
dont kill urself fren. your life might not feel like it's worth it right now, but there's always a path for things to get better. i know that you can find that path. please believe in yourself

>>40093685
What if they were an Arab though

>>40093674
or you could have ice cream

>>40093710
i dont hate all Arabs., When I find out somebody is a muslim though I immediately block them and never speak to them again. I don't want directly harm another person even if I can't get over our ideological differences.

>>40093719
Ts pmo

>>40093739
then we should probably stop talking about it, huh?

>>40093565
>Faggot.
God I wish. She's the only brown tranner that isn't.

got some mint chocolate chip icea cream.
it melted in the car but now its refrozen and delicious af
bit of a mess to scoop tho

>>40093719
weird

My best friend in middle school and high school was an Arab. And Arab femboys are mogging you retards into the ground, with your gender ideology and your insistence on pretending you're a lesbian.

>>40093788
Don't eat it an Arab made it I heard

>>40093792
well, its how i like to do things. if its weird or stupid i still prefer it

>>40093802
why are you so obessed with grendel being based and hating smelly gross low IQ arab & muslims? is it because you idolize them and dress male arabs?

>>40093822
Grendel hates Arabs while siding with Jews, because she's a dumb Trump voter from maga country.

>>40093802
>Don't eat it an Arab made it I heard
its funny because this is a kosher rule but its not racist when jews do it

>>40093822
Val woke up early today

>>40093835
Val hates Arabs because well, yeah. Oops

>>40093828
i voted for kamala and i dislike maga people too. they have no principles and have absolutely debased the values they claimed to stand for to gain short term power. people that can stand by it and cheer it on are disgusting. even my rush limbaugh cheering grandpa has stopped running apologetics for trump like he used to

>>40093855
We need a new system in this country, one that allows for freedom of choice. We don't have true freedom of choice, we have the illusion of choice..Trump is a bozo failed businessman turned actor, and Kamala Harris is one of the dumbest, most unqualified people in history.

>>40093855
So the problem isn't their values but that they didn't stick by them and showed everyone that racist conservatives should never have any power. Interesting.

>>40093864
i agree with that. i'd say its even more frustrating on the left than the right because the DNC has way too much power in the primaries. trump was a wildcard that was able to get through his own party against the wishes of the establishment, but the spur driving him forward was the people in america being absolute morons that want funny jokes instead of rights.
i get that my opinions arent going to be in the middle of the political spectrum, but when the overwhelming majority of people say they're unhappy with all their political options there is something fundamentally broken with the system. I'm hoping that AI will be able to replace government and herd humans around like domestic pets by the end of this century, kinda like how it happens in Deus Ex. I unironically trust the machines in a computer more than the machines in our legal codes.

>>40093883
You cannot get more retarded than this

>>40093878
yes. my beliefs sort of align with nietzsches in a lot of ways. i believe that what's more important than what you live for itself is the aesthetic of your beliefs and their alignment with your life. i think that being a truly evil person and dedicating your life to doing evil is infinitely more valuable to the world than being a person that tries to be a good person and fails most of the time.
thats also why i believe in the existence of all nations and all peoples. they each have their own way of doing things. but if i'm going to uphold my alignment with my own value system, i need to be willing to put something up when i see things that go against it. i respect and even encourage the existence of christian nationalists, even though i don't believe in the system at all or even christianity. but once you've betrayed yourself, you're dead.
not to say that it's not okay to change, but you should be free in your heart between who you say you want to be and how you live.

>>40093897
You're literally just a mentally ill racist what are you going off about

taco taco taco feed me me tacos

>>40093905
>what are you going off about
dont worry abt it lil gup. just gotta run my yapper every once in a while

>>40093937
I'm an arab and Muslim please block me and don't talk to me thanks

>>40093943
4chanx broke on my pc so i cant filter trips atm, but i dont think you're actually muslim.are you?

>>40093955
I am

imagine grendel gooning her clitty

>>40093962
okay.

wait until you all hear what Grendel and her kkk family think about black people

grendel is based and her clitty is cute

>>40093977
i like black people

>>40093985
You realize that African culture has the same and worse problems that you hate Arab culture over right?

>>40093943
Eww disgusting, Islam is an blight on the world the sooner it and freaks like you die the better

everything hurts and none of you fucking care. even other trannies leave you feeling alone, no one ever gives a damn about me. And I'm so fucking tired of people treating me like a retard.

none of you will even read this because YOU HAVE BETTER THINGS TO DO. fuck you. fuck passiods, fuck boymoder, fuck chasers, fuck cis people, fuck EVERYONE. You all act like I'm nothing I hate you.

I can't stop crying fuck I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this.

that ice cream was awesome

>>40094029
It's 4chan what do you expect

>>40094029
can you tell me about yourself? what's been going on in life?

>>40094029
What's wrong are ur brainworms on max mode today

>>40094037
like WHYY do people act like this on the Internet??? I'm not even trying to be funny, I fucking genuinely despise all of you not because you're trans (I am too), but because it seems like everyone is always having fun and being ironic constantly.

it's tiring. what happened to the Internet?what happened to 2010 - 2013? When I was actually fucking happy, and people weren't so fucked.

>>40093911
Would. Feed him tacos.

>>40094056
Uncurable brain damage I fear

>>40094042
it's not just 4chan. it's everywhere, even irl. No one EVER cares about anything but themselves. I fucking hate it.

>>40094043
I've been trapped in my dark room for so long, and the monotony of loneliness is eating away at me. I'm an artist who used to draw a ton, but lately nothing is fun.

>>40094045
yeah it's only getting worse. I don't know how to fix this, and I can't fucking calm down. I'm so fucking pissed and hopeless, all I want to do is cry.

>>40094056
i wasnt trying to be ironic. the ice cream was really good. i like to dip the back half of the spoon in the melted part and lick the spoon so that it lasts longer and tastes good.
>what happened to the Internet?what happened to 2010 - 2013?
the internet has changed a lot. im not sure either what's happened, or where the people that used to make up the internet went. it's definitely sorta lonely though. what did you do on the internet in that era? i remember playing team fortress 2 and having people with my little pony avatars in every lobby.

Grendel doesn't pass and it's so funny he thinks that he does

>>40094082
pedro chill out man. grab a couple tacos and put your trip back on dude

>>40094056
All she said is that the ice cream was awesome lmao

>>40094079
>monotony of loneliness is eating away at me
loneliness is hard. it's like poison for the soul. how long have you been lonely for?

>>40094079
Go cry then, scream and shout get as much out as you can, when you're tired after force yourself to do some drawing or something you used to enjoy

Goona come home conquistador let me feed those sweet lips some spicy tacos

>>40094082
i'm just doing my thing. i dont pass perfectly. other people pass better than me. im not gonna let the perfect be the enemy of the good. my life is so much better and im not just gonna give up on being as feminine as i can.

>>40094115
I remember you started thinking you pass when you got on psych meds lol oh you sweet summer child

>>40094119
i mean a big reason i thought i passed when i got psych meds was cause my therapist thought i was cis.

I miss Valentine.

>>40094081
life just felt so much better then. and everyday felt new to me. I used to have neighborhood friends that would come to my house and ask me to play. we would play bo1 and bo2 zombies, or watch stupid Internet videos. the Internet felt like a new thing, and it actually felt fun. It hurts I can't get any of that back now, everything is in ruins.

>>40094091
I thought she was saying that to spite me.

>>40094093
I'll try, but now I'm just feeling tired.

>>40094133
I was just kidding. I tell my self I'm really handsome because otherwise I'd feel bad about being butt ass ugly.

>>40094092
ive been lonely for a very long time, but the decline began around 2018. That's when I started isolating myself more and more, and skipping school (I was still in highschool)

Only reply to this message if you have a womb, ovaries and eggs

>>40094143
>we would play bo1 and bo2 zombies, or watch stupid Internet videos. the Internet felt like a new thing, and it actually felt fun.
unironically, a game i've been playing lately that reminds me a lot of the old internet culture is aneurism 4. it's really comfy.
i used to play a lot of cod zombies too. what was your favorite map? me and my brother were extremely good at mob of the dead, we could get to like round 60. it was pretty exhausting to do though because you have to play for so many hours.
part of it might not be that the internet felt new, but that you were young and new to these things. i'm not saying that it wasnt better back then, but part of the enjoyment might have come from the fact that you'd never seen a stupid internet video before.

some funny videos still come out that remind me of older stuff. theres a bit of soul left but algos have made it harder. once you curate the stuff you enjoy though you have a great source of things you like. maybe you can curate your media environment from some blogs rather than from algorithms?

I'm sorry, I always feel so bad after insulting people who didn't deserve it. Im such a piece of shit.

>>40094176
Goon your clitty if you want to make it up! Good girls goon their clitty!

im brown

>>40094185
Brown girls should goon their clitty! All good girls should goon their clitty!!!!

>>40094145
do you have glow up potential? wats ur sich?
>>40094168
do you have any ways to interact with other people that could help with the loneliness? loneliness is just as bad of an affliction as hunger or thirst, so i totally understand how years of that can destroy you.
>>40094176
>Im such a piece of shit.
i dont think you are. we all fail. just because people fall doesnt mean that their legs are shitty. next time you think about doing it, if you think about the guilt this time made you feel i bet you won't do it. and then you can be really proud of yourself for doing a good job and be happier

>>40094189
we have pensis sir

>>40094219
sir we have pensis not clitoris sir we are woman but have penis because we are not real true woman we can not have clitoris sir

>>40094261
>tfw still winged

>>40094172

>what was your favorite map? me and my brother were extremely good at mob of the dead, we could get to like round 60.

Mob of the dead is a really good one. I used to really love origins though. Im not sure why, but me and an old friend were OBSESSED with that map. we also played a lot of transit because I didn't have some of the dlc yet.

>part of it might not be that the internet felt new, but that you were young and new to these things.

yeah, that's true. getting older really sucks, life will never be as fun as it used to be when I was younger.

>>40094196

>do you have any ways to interact with other people that could help with the loneliness?

I sometimes message like 1 or 2 people on discord, but that's about it. We don't even talk just message. Other than that, not really.

there's RARELY any opportunities to meet people. No way of reliably commuting is also a problem.

>>40094196

>if you think about the guilt this time made you feel i bet you won't do it. and then you can be really proud of yourself for doing a good job and be happier

ty, you're one of the coolest people I've talked to on here in a while.

>>40094287
>I used to really love origins though. Im not sure why, but me and an old friend were OBSESSED with that map. we also played a lot of transit because I didn't have some of the dlc yet.
that's fun. i honestly think origins is one of the best zombie maps just by virtue of having guns that actually do damage past round 40. the easter eggs are also cool. i didnt play much transit but at least got the easter egg, used to play a lot of town though.
>there's RARELY any opportunities to meet people. No way of reliably commuting is also a problem.
i've experienced the exact same thing. it's pretty alienating. like i was literally going to religious events just to get a chance to talk to people. i dont have any tactics to help, but i bet that there isn't some fundamental aspect of you that is wrong or incompatible with socializing. it's just absolutely brutal to meet people post covid it seems.
>I sometimes message like 1 or 2 people on discord, but that's about it. We don't even talk just message.
maybe you can find someone to vc with in frengen or on one of the larger servers? i think that serves as a better stopgap for loneliness than texting does. it's not much but it might make you more comfortable while you work on getting out there.
>ty, you're one of the coolest people I've talked to on here in a while.
wow, tyvm. i sincerely appreciate you saying that. you seem like a cool person too.

grendel stop grooming this retard. it's bad look

>>40094340
im not grooming anon, honest. i just like to learn more about humans.

>>40094261
If you take estrogen it's a clitty!!!

>>40094316
>that's fun. i honestly think origins is one of the best zombie maps just by virtue of having guns that actually do damage past round 40. the easter eggs are also cool. i didnt play much transit but at least got the easter egg, used to play a lot of town though.

Yeah, I like it for that reason too. me and my friend also used to love the staffs too. I would always pick the fire staff, and he would pick the lightning staff. They were so fun to use. this is kind of making me want to revisit it lol

>i've experienced the exact same thing. it's pretty alienating. like i was literally going to religious events just to get a chance to talk to people. i dont have any tactics to help, but i bet that there isn't some fundamental aspect of you that is wrong or incompatible with socializing. it's just absolutely brutal to meet people post covid it seems.

i've been thinking about going to religious events too, but I honestly can't stand most religious people.

I didn't expect everything to change so drastically and rapidly post covid. i agree, it's extremely brutal to meet people nowadays. Combine that with the fact that my area is boring/awful, then it's no wonder I feel so depressed.

>maybe you can find someone to vc with in frengen or on one of the larger servers? i think that serves as a better stopgap for loneliness than texting does. it's not much but it might make you more comfortable while you work on getting out there.

Maybe I'll look into it more. the only problems are my voice and being really awkward. I haven't been doing voice training, and Im scared to use my girl voice because someone laughed at me for it and it made me feel horrible.

maybe I'll just vc with my "male voice" but I'm scared of getting made fun of or misgendered because of it.

>wow, tyvm. i sincerely appreciate you saying that. you seem like a cool person too.

Ty, I can actually have a conversation with you AND Its actually pretty fun ^-^

>>40094442
>this is kind of making me want to revisit it lol
why not? if it sounds fun to do, i bet it will be! you can fight that crazy boss with the power armor and stuff and get the staffs.
>Combine that with the fact that my area is boring/awful, then it's no wonder I feel so depressed.
yeah. regular people have to actively wage a war against the structure of society to be happy. not blaming yourself for how hard it is and just moving forward confident in your own social skills will help a ton i bet.
>Maybe I'll look into it more. the only problems are my voice and being really awkward. I haven't been doing voice training, and Im scared to use my girl voice because someone laughed at me for it and it made me feel horrible.
i feel you on that. right when i started trooning i tried voice training excessively and i got hate crimed walking home from class lol. talking with people is the best voice training tho, maybe you'll see the progress you want by getting practice in low stake conversations over vc? i dont think you should dissociate and just try to sound male, thats like voice training in reverse. boymoding is evil. you do need to get some thick skin for public vc because people will trannybash you if your voice sounds clocky but it'll get there eventually and then become an awesome social asset for you to interact with others.
>Ty, I can actually have a conversation with you AND Its actually pretty fun ^-^
^-^
ty as well anon. its my bedtime now, so goodnight. i hope you do give origins a run. maybe post what round you got to itt once you're finished

>drink monster every day
>feel like shit
>take a break from drinking monster
>feel great

>>40094608
yeh it's poison plus overdosing you on nonsense

Grendel do you also block Christians on sight? surely you apply your values in a fair and consistent manner across the board, right? or is it only ok when white people do it?

i don't really like religion im on the side of the cpc i don't block any one they are all capable of love

>>40094680
I wonder how she deals with it irl too. Like I'm sure she has some evangelical types in her family, surely she refuses to speak to them at all? to be consistent with her so called values of course

>>40094680
if she speaks to *any* christian then it really isn't about her so called "values"

which begs the question, if it's not truly about her values...then what is it really about?

>>40094727
Grimble became such a snob after transbianism claimed her. She used to be a lot nicer.

Transbians and Muslims should be forced to convert or be killed. They should both have to be gay. Allah wills it.

Valentine is twice in violation, as a Muslim transbian. Kiss a boy and renounce the prophet or face the wall.

val is a bigoted dullard

That's stupid. Like we're supposed to love all of something, or we're a bad person. Do you love all vegetables or all animals? It's called having taste.

I like men

>>40094778
Based. Me too. We're starting a mutiny on this ship. No more transbianism.

That's a man btw

>>40094778
Who's this?

>>40094783
>>40094789
the hand makes it obvious

>>40094796
IDK but I want him to impregnate me

>>40094800
This is the last guy I saved. I can't play this game ig

>>40094810
it's not 2008 anymore desu

>>40090968
damn thats cool diablo
>>40093170
pewfren!
>>40094608
o lawd
>>40094778
itsa gud post yeh

>>40094800
idk who that is but he has same body as this goontrap fitfluencer guy think cud b him?

>>40094820
Right? Take me back

>>40094821
I miss g4 too. Man nostalgia is hitting me like there's no good tv channels left. They killed it

>>40094834
1995 is closer to 2008 than 2008 is to today

>>40094849
yeh ion fw tv at all unless its some sportsball game i wanna watch. all the old g4 stuff is on yt. its a trip to see old atos.

>>40094856
I used to watch ninja warrior so much lol

>>40094800
Post moar

we dude postin

just gay dudes larping in here

hi mtfg long time no see n_n

my gf said she wanted to break up with me last week citing that i brought up a past event a few times that she didn’t want me to bring up and has been alternating between crying, being romantic or otherwise kind with me and being completely numb. when i ask her how she’s feeling, she says she uncomfortable and when i ask her to elaborate she won’t talk
to me about it. literally driving me INSANE. to make things worse, we moved across the country together and have a contract on a house together so we couldn’t meaningfully be out of each others lives even if that’s what i wanted. i don’t even want to break up. ):

she just finished therapy, came up to me and gave me a huge hug and told me she loves me so like what the fucking hell is going on??? i just want to be able to focus when i’m in work and not think about this constantly

okay actually update she said she loves me too but then said “dangerous question, but how would you feel about just being best friends?”

Is no shampoo real or a meme? I haven't used any shampoo or conditioner since 2019 and it feels about the same.

>>40095828
wash yuour hair stinky

>>40095833
Seems like a waste of money if it doesn't even do anything.

>>40095868
it's so ironic i bet you get more sex than me too disgusting smelly freak

>>40095895
Nah I'm a virgin neet who doesn't leave the house

>>40095310
and that's a GOOD thing!

Thoughts? Can you guess who this is? Hahahahha

Tip: he molested boys allegedly

>>40095910
and if you ever hope to not be, wash your hair

>>40095962
maiq?