I broke a rule I thought I never would. Intent to my dealer and he said he had xanax pressies. As in, obviously I'm not dumb and neither is he and he explained it's alprazolam black market pressed int a school bus. I was like okay proof he said it's been checked in the uk and by kys. Kys is the drug testing service in my country. So I'm like fuck it and buy 3. Then I take it to the drug testing service and the lady spec tests it and says, because the milligram amount is so low, and the filler so high, the chances she can confirm it are almost non-existent. Eg it's like a 500mg bar with 2-4mg of alprazolam in it, and she checks like the tiniest little speck. So then she nitazene fent and benzo tests it. Comes back positive for benzos negative fot the others. That's all my information. I don't trust what anyone says especially a dealer. So I go to flush them. I mean there's like 1000pp0p of benzos now it could he anything. But I don't. I'm like hmmm I'll just try 1/8th of one bros I ended up doing all 4 snorting too much heroin being barred out and fucking up the measurement (this was in the last thread) luckily I caught it before who knows? I don't think I would have died but it I looked up the conversion it was like 70mg of pure heroin I usually take 20 split into 4 lines over about 2 hours.

Anyway now I have the most soul destroying juggling raving rebound anxiety in the world. I mean maybe it was alprazolam. Either way my anxiety is so fucking bad I have nothing. Nothing but 20mg (!) Zopiclone pills to calm me down and I'm too nervous to buy off my cities drug pages nows because I got robbed (I was the guy who got robbed for a yazer etc by methheads) and my other drug dealing "acquaintance" I buy/know had his door bashed in by 8 guys said it was probably some of the same and jacked for almost grand worth of drugs, all of which were on tick. So he owed big time to violent guys. Fuck imagine getting fronted 80+k worth of coke ket MD pills and its all gone.