>parents got divorced when I was 7 because dad became a drug addict
>raised by my mom who tried her best, and I love her dearly for it
>friends drift in and out of my life
>eclectic interests that never amount to a true hobby or skill
>wonder if I’m just not putting in the effort or if I’m not worth putting the effort in
>get a masters degree in a field I don’t care about so I can at least get a good job
And now I’m here, with a stable career, good salary and great benefits. I have a home gym that I use regularly, I eat healthy, I keep myself and my house clean. Every night I pray that when I fall asleep, I don’t wake up.