hey all. I only ever lurked on here nd sometimes posted but that was a long time ago. here's my "progress". or my regress. these pictures were taken two years apart. in these two years I went from a khv chud to having a long-term relationship. broke it off but it was for the best. started smoking cigarettes, an honest man in a company of crooks, stare into the void and the void stares back, all that jazz. fuck that shit. it's been a shitshow. complete mental, spiritual and physical regression and/or stagnation, but hey at least I got pussy huh? ffs
I don't know what to do anymore. feeling overwhelmed by simple ass tasks. I know that if I stop jerking off I'll be miles ahead but I just can't seem to help myself and the fact that my sleep schedule's flipped on its head really doesn't help. it's like my impulse control has been lowered to a pre-teen level. I know I still have time to get things back, get back on the right track. I just don't know how to. Is the answer really sleep? I guess I just want words of encouragement.