>>81663022
>>81663246
>>81663262
I am gonna return to the addict lifestyle soon
>25
>live alone in social housing
>only family was my single mother, who kicked me out for her new boyfriend
>autism
>no friends (and don't want any)
>can't get a gf because my dick doesn't work (broke it masturbating and it was already fucked up from circumcision) and it's not treatable, i tried all the pills and shit
>poor, can't even pay for company
>no one knows how to help me, been under the mental health services in the UK
>got ditched by my support worker because i said "love you" in a text

Every day i'm just bored and miserable waiting until it's time to sleep. There is nothing fun or enjoyable and I can't distract from my loneliness. Binge eating is not even helpful and I've gained 35lbs since the start of the year. Im just going to go on a bender then kill myself