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Whoever said that drugs don't help you solve your problems was hilariously wrong.
They cause problems yes but becoming a junkie has let me go back to school, survive applying for jobs and actually helped me talk to people including women.
I think we really need to reclaim drugs from normalfags.
I fucking hate that I didn't start sooner.
>>81663022 (OP)At some point I realized psychedelics are literal witch craft.
Ergot on rye literally looks like a fucking serpent.
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>>81663246what drugs do you take to help you go back to school and apply for jobs and talk to women? alcohol? amphetamines? heroin?
>>81663343A little bit of Amp, a shitton of shrooms.
Shrooms to work through your brainworms, Amp to suppress them & focus.
MDMA twice a year (one for summer solstice once for NYE) to drive home I'm an actual person.
>>81663022 (OP)I wonder how does the opioid achievement tree looks like
>>81663728>Level One: "Doctor's Order" >"Get a prescription for opioids">Level Two: "Self Medicating">"Obtain opioids illegally">Level Three: "I'm The Doc Now">"Give away or sell opioids"
>>81663246Normalfags can't handle drugs because they can't handle fucking ANYTHING. They're retarded herd animals they can't survive a different experience than the same one they had yesterday.
I've noticed the smarter, more intelligent the person is the better equipped for drugs they are. The dumber they are, the more they "abuse" them or freak out on them and make it everyone's problems.
how would relapsing feel?
>>81665074Extremely badly cause you'll not get high enough to kill the guilt.
>>81663022 (OP)how fill out picrel
i might get really lucky and kick the habit this week
>>81663262Know where a nigga can get shrooms or lsd in nyc
>>81664201Bro I've been selling drugs lately and you wouldn't actually believe how fucking retarded people are to you see it with your own eyes. I'll give an example. Rappers like lil Wayne future etc made drinking "promethazine + codeine" syrup seem to be this high status thing. Now obviously to anyone with half a brain and understands poverty this is has its roots in desperation or teenagerism literally chugging cough syrup to get high like it's a robo trip or some shit. Like you're an actual millionaire still sipping desperation drugs. Anyway backstory to this is they don't script lean syrup in my country. But you can get codeine and promethazine fairly easily on the black market. So what people do, people like me, is they see hey there's this big demand for a fucking retarded drug with huge margins you could fulfill by just mixing this shit yourself. So what do I do? I go online and read every activas/wockhardt/generic brand syrup I can. So I recreate it tot the exact recipe I make up these packs called blood wock kits. Cones with my homemade lean syrup, sprite, double cups, measuring cups, and a full list of my ingredients. And you would think hmm isn't this dumb as fuck of you have the raw ingredients? Why not just sell promethazine and codeine in sealed pill form at the same ratio as the real lean. Believe me I tried. It's safer. It's better why the fucn the customer don't want this is beyond me. Anyway so I'm selling these kits right. I'm getting calls like bro I'm so fucking faded. I'm like did you read the very clearly printed instructions and the text I sent you on dosing instructions? "Nah man I just drank that shit". Get another call omg I didn't know this had alcohol in it am I safe to drive?? Firstly, no you're fucking faded off lean secondly I made it clear multiple times my recipe mimics the 7% abv of real lean. You're not drunk wait an hour you'll he fine for an abv test.
It's just shit like this man people are actually fucking retarded.
>Gf won't get stoned with me
>Rarely ever touches alcohol
God finally gave me a gf and she's somehow even more boring than I am. What the fuck.
I'm too tense all the time
I need to just take it easy.
>>81663246True, Lyrica literally fixes everything that's wrong with me.
Without it I'm a retarded sperg that can't do shit, With it however I can talk to people normally, I can actually act without any inhibition, I'm basically a normal human being without any mental illnesses for hours after I take it, only downside is I'm clearly fucked up after a certain dose but everything else is good.
Ironically, DXM also gave me a reason to live in general.
>>81665219what if i do though
what if ive been good by myself for long enough and things are just shitty enough to make me not feel so guilty
i mean a guy who maybe gets real sick once a year, maybe even a little less, whats wrong with that? just a consequence of how things are
>>81665280Download the picrel and fill it out in mspaint.
>>81667372You can't relapse on a low. That's going to make you worse and worse and worse and less resilient.
You're not treating or curing yourself.
You're chemically rewarding yourself for feeling bad, so you'll find ways to feel worse and worse in order to access that reward more.
Does ket just look tiny in comparison to eurospeed or am i getting hustled by my dealer? A gram of ket looks so small volume vise compared to a gram of amphetamine
>>81667617I got a half gram the other othe night looked like this
Guys I need advice. I need to tick a few things off my drug bucket list one is crack cocaine. Okay basically nobody sells crack in my city it'd all just pure quality coke. So would it be possible for me to buy a half gram coke (is very expensive here), and thr copk it into crack and smoke it? Or will I fick it up?
>>81667653damn, can you take another pic with something as a reference?
i bought a gram during a rave and shared with a guy, but looking at your pic it looks like i have around half a gram left. How much do you use per session?
>>81667678Mines all.gone. stop being dumb and just spend the 20 bucks on a scale
>>81666654>people are actually fucking retardedI think it's because for the most part, the sort of people who would be interested in buying homebrewed lean from someone are the same sort of idiots who don't practice harm reduction. Nevermind the fact that the majority of drug users already tend to be reckess. Just one of those cases of "give them enough rope and they'll hang themselves."
Actually, I'm just talking out of my ass and pretending to be knowledgeable.
>>81667653Why the fuck would you want to do crack.
>>81667653you can smoke it of course, but it won't be as strong, it depends on how much you put in, just roll a regular joint but add some cocaine to it, I assure you'll like it
Im thinking about killing myself by taking a fuckton of datura. Go out with a bang amiright?
>>81668080It feels good? it has a lot of repeat customers so it's probably amazing.
>>81663022 (OP)I'm sad I didn't discover drugs when actually depressed because I can't romanticize my drug use as good.
>>81663022 (OP)the only best drugs to exist:
>1. caffeine>2. weed>3. shroomsanything else is garbage, period.
>>81668498caffeine is legit shit tier, i only get anxiety from it. i prefer amphetamine
>>81668498>Never explored his favorite fictional world on DXM.
>>81668553youre not supposed to drink 10 espressos in 1 day numbnuts
>>81668562i did and dxm is shit, garbage tier zoomer drug that fucks your organs
>>81669127i forgot to add, if caffeine gives you anxiety maybe try tea, its caffeine is more calming than coffe
Tripping off 7g of shrooms, and i forgot how quickly this shit hits
How do phenibut and kratom interact?
>>81669127>garbage tier zoomer drug that fucks your organsBro stop taking 1g+
>>81669157yeah i love tea but cant say i can feel the effects of the caffeine in it
>>81663022 (OP)>got a new bong >it hits smooth afway better than using a pipe
Why does everything give me anxiety.
Please, I need a drug that lowers anxiety.
>>81670423Benzos?
I can't think of much else.
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>>81663022 (OP)Here's how I'm going, 19 substances if I count shit like caffeine and nicotine.
>>81666374Fuck off glownigger.
Originally.
Which market to use now that Abacus is gone? I need heroin
>>81667329I was 3 years on benzos daily now again for months
Going to stop and get lyrica that was the plan all along
>6 years sober from heroin>recently started fuckin with this guy who gets me incredible coke for fuck all>pwnd.bmpat least its nearly socially acceptable here to do coke, nearly everyone i know who goes out at all does it
>>81666849im not dating women but they're like the only people i know who actually do shit, every guy ive dated turns out to be straight edge as fuck
>>81669443Not sure if you still need to know this, but they interact fine together. I have done them simultaneously probably 50+ times. They don't particularly have any real synergy but they don't conflict with each other either.
>>81668482>Depressed>Do drugs>Feel good>Feel bad>Feel depressed again>Feel depressed and sick because you're a filthy addict abuser>Romanticizing depression doesn't work now because you're actually fucking destroyed nowIf only mental withdrawal wasn't a thing
Why does causality seem to become more and more prominent after drug use? I was planning on doing some drugs this upcoming weekend. Nothing crazy, just some dxm possibly. But I keep getting these instances that seem set on deterring me. Little moments which, out of context wouldn't really mean much to me, but together I can't help but see a through line between them all. Is it just paranoia brought on by bad trips I've had in the past? I don't really believe in fate all that much, and even if fate is real, I definitely don't see myself as being important enough to be part of some greater scheme, but fuck, it's hard to shake these irrational feelings. I hope this passes over the next few days, because otherwise I won't be able to enjoy the weekend. Maybe I should focus on drawing to distract myself from these negative concepts.
>>81668229If you aim to go for a mindfuck then big doses of salvia and psychs would work well too, since the only damage you'd incur would be trauma and psychosis (which aren't a problem if you're dead).
>>81672748I've had that too and it specifically came about when enduring bad times in my life or bad episodes of experiences.
>paranoia brough on by bad tripsProbably could be. When I have that kind of worry, I'd take it easy and either don't use or use in lesser amounts.
>>81672705What about william s burroughs he was on opioids all his life, on methadone later but still
>>81672781>either don't use or use in lesser amountsSeems like I'll have to. Either that or find a way to boost my mood so bad thoughts don't creep in and ruin my high.
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ive got a script for pregab as well as kpins. ive been taking the kpins as prescribed but with the pregab i take it once or twice a week to get high. would it be better to take them as prescribed as well? i quite enjoy pregab recreationally, its like a much better version of alcohol. its the only drug i take recreationally as of late, alcohol and dxm are both shit and my parents go through all my mail now. have a few tabs of acid left but without a fast acting trip killer i dont feel very comfortable taking them especially since i have ptsd from something else.
tldr is it better to regularly take pregab or should i keep using it recreationally every week?
>>81668498If quantity is the issue, how much dxm should I take for a good time? I usually do 300-450mg and feel like shit, is microdosing the way to go?
>>81673654apparently pregab and acid go very well together so i might try it out sometime
>>81673654>take [it] regularly or just every weekIf you don't need to use it then take your time with it. If you space out your use (like once a week) then you can enjoy it more than using it daily and having to juggle tolerance/addiction.
>ptsd from somethingIf you legit need them to function though then I'd talk it out with a doc.
>>81673847GABAergics can take the anxiety and panic away from the experience (or at least partially) so they are commonly used to make the experience more pleasurable.
>>81666654Yeah I've meet methhead/crackhead types who use OTC constipation pills to get hill by taking a bunch of them..
Like.... what the fuck, just do drugs at that point.
Same with the cough syrup people.
>that fuzzy feeling when the tramadol kicks in and the carpet and chairs feel nicer.
>>81673679Use the dxm calculator to find the right dose along with the plateau chart.
Clams casino makes the best instrumentals for when youre noddiing
https://youtu.be/RkYEleCj-jc
>>81674357For me, it's nuages
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xz8Ib8PbU3U
>>81673706>>81673679I think it's a headspace drug like psychedelics, you gotta be in a good mood to do them, I had the best drug experience of my life so far on 300 mg of DXM.
With some music and artwork dxm is quite malleable I guess? I was only really robotripping once.
Boutta experience my first dph trip, popped 250 mg
>>81674917Get something good to fap to.
Does LSD cause strange coincidences?
Pregabalin will clutch me out of depression once again, but tomorrow
>>81675137it can make you see them
>>81674917I tried 150mg the other night and shit i hadn't done it in so long it felt like 300mg.
>>81675137>>81672748yes drugs in general will do this pretty reliably. it's like a feature built into reality. psychs tend to do it in a less ugly way than harder shit, but it really all has to do with your mindset and the mindset of others around you, in your sphere
Is it normal to still feel extremely bad after 8 days of weed abstinence (1g/day for 3 months before)? The brainfog is so extreme today that I can't even play vidya and I can phyiscally feel the exhaustion in my eyes despite sleeping 7h per night
>>81667329How often do you take lyrics? I'm very new to this and have only been taking 150 mg per week to not build tolerance.
>>81669157Tea doesn't do jackshit. One cup of tea has barely, like, 50 mg of caffeine, which is a nothingburger.
>>81675137it causes Deja Vu because neurogenesis and certain brain connections forming that weren't there before. AKA you notice coincidences far more often than you would before
Whats up with all the weird lyrics obsession in this thread? Compared to GHB its like codeine vs heroin. Kind of dogshit drug to be honest
>>81668562literally how? every time I took DXM the CEVs were just dark, colorful cubes. I think the highest I went was 3rd plat.
>>81663246Starknight, what in the actual fuck?
>>81663022 (OP)does anyone know if lekkergaan.nl is legit
i just ordered and now suddenly get an email of a supposed new bank account
this is bait... right? ...right?
>>81677341no, it's the fact that the pictures on your wall are the same as mine. this guy is fat man
>>81673654Dude I was prescribed lyrica at the psychward didn't like it.
But I was somewhat in withdrawal from benzos
I said I wouldn't take it anymore, which is stupid
whenever you get a script you should just keep it going even when you no longer take the meds.
Now i have a new psychiatrist and he's a narc doesn't give me anything, so for now no lyrica until I find a new psychiatrist
Bit mild for a user but just experimented on first counterflip with a 150:75 dosage and I was snoozing awake halfway thru. It was fun but how tf do people do this in higher doses and not just sleep thru the experience? Will try maybe 200/250:100/125 next month and see where it goes. Also any experiences with counterflipping to share? Tips?
I have over 13,400mg of zopiclone.
>>81677646Why is every dxm user so sheepish and ashamed? Dxm is a heavy dissociative drug rhat absolutely can melt your reality.
>>81677660I also have oxy heroin tramadol codeine lsd ket coke phenibut gabapentin promethazine cardisolprol temazepam clonazepam diazepam couple oz of weed some black market tobacco homemade lean and bupenorphine and also megadoses of loperamide for the when the fun wears off.
>>81677678I'm new here, I don't get what you mean by that I'm sorry
>>81677188I listened to a video game soundtrack while imagining its combat system.
>>81678222I remember playing some retroge and getting really invested in the storyline while on dxm, fun stuff, though I only like dxm for the first two plats
>>81666374they allow you to say the n-word at work?
>>81666374who needs shrooms or lsd when you got ze'ir anpin
>>81678930delete this image immediately
you know too much
>"Eh my mind is really tired but it's not a tired drugs can fix so I should probably be sober"
>Drinks, smokes and pops an oxy an hour later
>>81679181I've made a rule for myself that I will never make decisions about what I ingest while I am sleepy or tired because my mental state while tired is exactly as impaired as when Im intoxicated. I simply can't trust my judgement after a long day of work, I have to make the choice to consume drugs multiple days in advance.
>>81663022 (OP)What do you guys use erowid for? I can get everything I need from psychonaut.
>>81667329How much Lyrica do you take to not build tolerance? It's my third week of taking it, and I limit it to once a week at 150 mg.
>>81679472The experience reports are much more numerous on erowid. Psychnautwiki has a few hosted itself, but only in limited number for a limited amount of substances.
>>81679472I like the layout, though for some substances psychonautwiki is more reliable
my entire memory is just a collection of flashbacks to when I thought people were talking about me in public while Im high on THC
andI swear to god more than half of the time they were
fuck normies
leave me the fuck alone
like one time I was waling through the park and this girl was telling a FASCINATING story about some TALL GUY
and I shrugged when I heard it because I happen to fit the criteria of TALL GUY
and she goes
>wow that guy thought I was talking about him no I wasn't talking about you not everyone is talking about you
I FUCKING HATE NORMIES FUCK ALL OF THEM
What are some good games to play while on mdma that i can talk or listen to people on. I heard vr chat is full of drug losers but every time I open that game I run into children.
opioids are the only drugs I want to enjoy every evening, so I guess I won't get high today, even thogh I have a variety of other drugs
I wish there was a drug besides opioids that I'd want to get high on every day
>>81680648I rotate opium and benzos. Keeps tolerance from growing to fast. Benzos arnt as good as opoids but better than being sober honestly. Taking breaks is also important, it sucks cause I've never had anything else to be happy about or real hobbies I feel invested in and not like I'm just doing to Complete it. Like reading books just to finish them instead of feeling invested. But you know it makes not wanna kill myself cause the drugs don't work or wanna kill myself because I'm having withdraws.
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>>81663343Get your ass on Tor and ask people on Dread, theyll tell you how to use DNMs and pgp and monero.
>>81663343Lisdex for work/school and pregabalin and propranolol for women/jobs, etc.
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>>81663728>>81664179Im not gonna name them but heres some ideas for opioid achievements:
Getting a prescription
Abusing your prescription
Abusing a prescription that isnt yours
Stealing your grandparents prescription from the cupboard
Switching over to heroin/fent
Getting so high you throw up several times
Surviving an OD with narcan
Using all your money to buy opioids
Whoring yourself out for opioids
Nodding out
IVing opioids
Loyal to the foil
Getting someone else addicted
Relapsing
>>81680762>Benzos arnt as good as opoids but better than being sober honestly.sometimes I'm rather being sober than being disappointed by the mediocre benzo high. I only really use benzos to potentiate alcohol or to sleep
>I've never had anything else to be happy about or real hobbies I feel invested inI have hobbies, but all of them are more fun on opioids. doing those hobbies sober feels a bit dull, because I know it could be better
>But you know it makes not wanna kill myself cause the drugs don't work or wanna kill myself because I'm having withdraws.I'm psychologically addicted to opioids, so I constantly have cravings, but I can control them for a few days, so at least I don't get physically addicted
>>81681053tiny city was a metaphor for that? ok then
>>81675137The first time I ever smoked weed (which was kinda psychedelic) was 5 minutes before the Trump assassination attempt.
I thought I shifted the timeline.
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>>81672748Do a better drug than dxm. Get some DCK or something.
>>81676994How do you get your hands on ghb, Tor? I am too used to getting RCs from clearnet.
>>81677288Never used the site but it looks legit. You probably got that email cuz they switched banks, I have experienced RC vendors changing banks before so thats not too suspicious but just use professor instead of lekkergaan desu?
>>81681064>tiny citywhat's that?
and where do you see a methapher for what exactly?
I got the lyrica on my system, I feel in phase again damn
>>81680647Anything with big lobbies that allows you to just vibe. Something like TF2 community servers could be nice, depending on your preferred crowd.
>>81681026most of them done except the fent related shit and getting someone else addicted, fuck
The nodding out one should have a cool name
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>>81680647For vrchat, try going to the pug cuz it doesnt allow quest-users in and most kids are questies. Also dont just go to the most popular worlds and especially avoid public servers. Go to drinking worlds like Drinking Night and SMASHED, they are filled with alcoholics but its also where I have made most of my drug friends on vrc. Look for group-publics and join groups so you can find a more mature crowd.
>>81663022 (OP)>>81670596The list could be expanded with an "Alchemist" category for synthesizing your own drugs and a "self experimentation" pack for being high on and combining several substances at the same time.
>>81681307I was thinking it could also use a section dedicated to each main category (just as it does for hallucinogens) like stimulants and depressants. Something like:
Do Stims
>Amphetamines>PhenidatesDo Depressants
>Opioids>Benzos>GabapentinoidsOr it could break down depressants further based on pharmacology, rather than uppers vs downers.
>>81679482Research states that lyrica remains effective long term for GAD
>>81674917Didn't really experience any major visuals or hallucinations but the body high was orgasmic, like nothing in my body was tense at all in the moment and I was just this one big puddle of comfort and contentment
FUCK I had a "drugfeel achievements list" that's different from OP's but I only have pngs of the ones I filled out already
Holy shit guys I think i'm gonna get kiled or stabbed cuz, the guy that sells shit to me is a little bit mad for reasons D:
>>81681599I didn't post gurt yet
Hope you don't get killed OR stabbed, but if you do, you got to see gurt one last time :D
>>81681647hahah I'm tryina caml myself down right now, but it's a scary situation to be in :D
so this girl asked me for a clonazepam 2mg pill just out of curiosity and I gave to her, but clearly stated not to mix up with alcohol
a couple days later she messages me on how wasted she felt because she "forgot" she took the pill and drank beer with friends, I could be in trouble if something bad happened to her
I'm never sharing drugs with normalfags again
When thou are high, thou doth eat pie. And it shall be good.
Any anons here play schedule 1?
>>81682025Fuck I'll get it while the summer sale is still a thing, I'll maybe play it someday too.
>>81663022 (OP)lmao my mom walks into my room with a packet of Spanish DPH and asks me if you can get high on it because
>im the expert What the fuck am I even meant to say.
Yeah kind of if you eat a whole pack?
>yeah if you want to meet the hat man
>>81682229Just show her the psychonautwiki page for DPH. Better yet, show her the erowid experience vault for it and tell her to read a few.
>>81681193I was thinking tf2 but I become really talky and would probably get called a slur and muted. Doesn't help that I'm antisocial so I'd be talking total shit. If I could find a tf2 server that was cool with it and where also all adults I would, sound like a blast with music.
>>81681242I didn't about the pug blocking quest users that explains it alot lol. I remember faintly a drinking game strip club world but it was very cringe, I'm also very cringe so I'll try it thanks
Have you ever performed a particular action while high so many times that even if you perform the action sober it carries a sort of placebo high?
>>81682702Sometimes the actual act of taking a placebo gives you a sort of psychological reaction to me
>>81682946Man, brains are fucking weird.
>>81681053Ah same, it sucks being sober, I went 1.5 months without touching drugs only for life to feel mid and depressed the same way I've felt most of my life before opoids. I can stop but what the point u know , I may aswell stop breathing aswell.
Sorry for my edge, and I can really help cause benzos is like opuim lite for me. Probably because I haven't had a good opium high is a long time due to tolerance.
>>81670423All gaba drugs.
>Yeah bro drugs totally fixxed my problem they'll cure your trauma/depression/anxiety/demons/inner work/etc
>Yeah I took them and relized I should get a fucking job. My life was ruined but after I came to this profound epiphany
>>81681479Dph is one of the shittest drugs, you don't get high you go delerious. if your getting visuals or hallucinations you probably have anxiety and a shit mental state at the point as well, so everything scares you and your forced to see it. Long term use of it fucks up to brain similar to dementia,liver and kidneys. There are much betters highs and if your chasing the body high just get kratom or some shit.
If you continuie to use it you WILL have a bad trip
>>81683324I already exhausted the opiate body high though, I'd have to do straight up heroin or fent to feel how my first oxy felt again.
What drug should I take for going on dates?
I don't get that nervous desu but I feel like I come off as a little boring.
>>81683569>boringMake yourself more talkative with GABAergics, mostly the same stuff you'd use to aleviate anxiety. Alternatively stims can make people more talkative from what I've heard.
>>81683569If you're anxious gaba if you're sluggish or boring amphetamines
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>>81682190https://store.steampowered.com/app/243950/Divinity_Dragon_Commander/
Check this out
It reminded me of those games like Mass Effect 3 or Fable 3 where you answer questions with big stakes and see the consequences.
It's like a game operating at 3 levels. There's the combat level which is like an RTS, there's the map scale, and then there's the decisions you make every turn where you have 6 different advisors representing the different races, and as you make laws like passing conscription, banning elf weed or other stuff has political consequences
It's too late in the day to take phenibut, fuck.
Pregabalin is the perfect drug for me. it makes me way more social and people actuially likes me, it makes me dizzy a little bit but it's a good deal, helps alot with my vision of the world and makes me feel liquid, it would be perfect if it wasn't for the fast tolerance and the mental withdrawal, but besides that it makes me good. oddly good
>>81681355the nodding out achievement could be called idk, "sinking... whirlpools" yeah I think that's cool it captures the feeling
I use drugs to enhance my masturbation.
That's pretty much my main reason for doing drugs.
>>81685052Would you agree that acid makes fapping divine?
>>81685073I'll let you know once I try it out.
Best drug for appreciating unbridled nature?
>>81685683shrooms un ironically
>>81663022 (OP)>>81663246>>81663262I am gonna return to the addict lifestyle soon
>25>live alone in social housing >only family was my single mother, who kicked me out for her new boyfriend>autism>no friends (and don't want any)>can't get a gf because my dick doesn't work (broke it masturbating and it was already fucked up from circumcision) and it's not treatable, i tried all the pills and shit>poor, can't even pay for company>no one knows how to help me, been under the mental health services in the UK >got ditched by my support worker because i said "love you" in a text Every day i'm just bored and miserable waiting until it's time to sleep. There is nothing fun or enjoyable and I can't distract from my loneliness. Binge eating is not even helpful and I've gained 35lbs since the start of the year. Im just going to go on a bender then kill myself
Anyone ever used sporeswap? I want to grow my own shrooms and it's the only website that accepts paypal.
>>81679472Erowid is like 20 years in the past but i still use it. It's so helpful. Especially trip reports. Google is so censored now I can't even find dosing instructions
Let's have a competition. Who here has done the most obscure drug?
I'll start with 2 submissions I don't think anyone else here has tried:
>5-mapb
>am-2201
I'm currently relapsing on alcohol. Took my first glass of wine. I've tried like 35+ drugs surely. Honestly think this feeling is top 3. This drug is incredible at the right time and dose. I just feel my worries melt away, all the stress of today is gone (VERY stressful day spent drug dealing), I can't finally focus, relax on the music I'm listening to, I can feel my muscles relieve their tension, this pizza I'm eating tastes so good.
And I know from experience like 1 hour from now it will all go to shit but oh well. Last relapse was a few months back. Brought 1500 worth of exctacy pills I then had to sell over the next month, it was horrible. Wrecked my motorbike in the rain, broke my finger and severely bruised myself, I'm legit still healing. But alcohol will cure my pain. Because it loves me and I love it. Fuck I was smoking heroin the other day I don't even think that was close to being as good as this. Just the pure anxiety relief is like nothing I've felt. Benzos zopiclone gaba gbl 14bdo bullshit. They do fuck all to GENUINELY relax me. Onky my beloved toxic solvent can do that.
got an hour or so sleep despite some valium in the system, albeit it was only 10mg so i shouldn't be complaining
time to continue this cathinone binge
Currently: 200mg of modafinil and 10 standards of alcohol
I need to trip on some psychs again. Last I tried was during covid, 250ug LSD while hiding from cops. Was kino.
I miss weed, I miss benzos, I miss psychs.
>>81683210Drugs just make me realize that my life is decent and it's actually my brain that's fucked. I even tried therapy but it didn't work, only drugs work. I did a dna test and I simply have fucked up neurotransmitters.
is there a drugfeel discord
i dont know where to buy most drugs
>>81687386No sourcing discussion in the thread pls.
>>81687386Nobody on 4chan, discord or anywhere on the clearnet is going to tell you how to get drugs outside of trying to scam you. The only way is talking to people irl.
I'm going to drink more and get a baaaaad hangover
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>>81681535Post anyway, we could recreate it or smth!
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>>81687386Go ask someone on Dread or some shit. If you are too retarded to find drugs, you are not meant to take them and you are a normalfag. That is fine, just find something else to do. Go drink alcohol or smoke cigarettes or something.
I only did shrooms at home alone and I love
but there is this dense mountain forest I can go to, should I do that and take them?? will it change things a lot??
I got whippets, let's go.
>>81687759yes you should go there and take them and yes it will change things a lot, just remember to be safe about it like seriously take your safety seriously alright? take everything that you're gonna need with you and consider taking someone with you if you're not familiar with the area
Nothing lasts forever, even the sun goes down.
Ausfags how to get needles? Chemist wouldn't sell me any and a mate said he got welfare checked after ordering online because they called him up and said he wasn't on any diabetes list or some shit
Guess they caught the archetype guy lol. Eurofeds also released this anime video to celebrate https://www.operation-deepsentinel.com/
>>81663246Honestly I'm kinda in the same boat. When I was a weedonly, I had a shitty job at a Pizza Hut-tier fast food joint despite having a Bachelor's in Science (one of the real ones, not those fake sciences like sociology or polisci) and lived with my parents who I detested. Then one day my friend who had a load of prescriptions because his parents had him locked in to the pill mill by age 8 offered me a huge bulk load of Adderall and Clonazepam for a few hundred, significantly less than street or DNM prices with the bonus of knowing they were legit pharma and not some fent pressed junk made in some Californian's garage.
Went on an Adderall+Clam bender and ended up in a respectable biotech position and made enough to move out and I know if I had stayed with my parents for one more month I would've killed myself.
>>81689052if you've got a nice doctor you could try just being up-front with him and say "if i can't get a clean supply of needles i'll just be forced to reuse and share needles a lot", friend of mine got his doctor to give him diazepam cuz he was going through withdrawals so stuff like this can happen
>>81689052Goddamn, is it really that bad in Australia?
>>81687635Here's the least filled out version I got.
I haven't taken opioids, but I have heard pretty bad things about them, like when you are on break, you will feel shitty, and withdrawals are a bitch. I am currently taking Pregabalin, Zyn, and Ritalin. What should I add? Benzos?
>>81689657Hold on now that I think about it, I can just check desuarchive for previous threads and find the non-filled out version
I love it when my brain actually works!!
>>81687062Are you taking modafinil for recreational purposes or as a nootropic?
Okay niggas I got the non-filled out version
>>81689673>What should I add? Benzos?Everything I've read in these threads suggests that benzos have even worse withdrawal symptoms than opioids.
>>81685800>got ditched by my support worker because i said "love you" in a text
I just got some 20x salvia. Now what do I do?
>>81690723smoke all of it and write the best trip report ever afterwards.
>>816684981. Molly
2. Ketamine
3. LSD
4. DMT
>>81663022 (OP)taking vyvanse and ritalin la at the same time wont kill me right? google is gay and unhelpful please help me
>>81676620>1g a daygeeze, 1g lasts me 5 days
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>>81691197 BAD COMBO, BAD IDEA, DON'T.
Vyvanse and ritalin are both stimulants, but they work in different ways.
Vyvanse, or lisdexamfetamine, gets turned into amphetamine in your body. Amphetamine works by making your brain release dopamine and norepinephrine.
Ritalin, or methylphenidate, instead works as a "dopamine reuptake inhibitor". This means that it doesn't cause dopamine to be released, but instead it makes it harder for neurons to re-absorb dopamine that they already naturally release, leading to an eventual higher quantity of dopamine in your brain cuz the dopamine being released gets to stay longer.
So vyvanse is a dopamine RELEASER, and ritalin is a dopamine "keep that shit around longer"-er. Imagine what the fuck can go wrong if you take both.
No it PROBABLY (idk for sure?) won't kill you instantly, but it will feel like shit and it will put a ton of stress on your heart. You'll also have way too much dopamine and norepinephrine in your brain, which does NOT feel "good". You might be more anxious and paranoid, or in the best case you'll just kinda not feel much at all. Either way, you don't get much out of taking a retarded risk.
Don't take both at once. Hell, don't even abuse EITHER of those drugs. Vyvanse and ritalin are both shitty drugs to abuse. They suck for recreational purposes. Go get yourself adderall and snort that shit if you want to have fun. Don't do stupid shit like this, please. Go get meth or some shit, anything but this retard shit.
>new doc finally upped my valium count to 30 ct after it being 15 for a year
Feels good robots.
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Fuuuuuuck I love lyrica, I'm so glad I didn't pussy out and took 300 mg
I'd combo weed with this but I don't want to black out.
>>81691898 (me)
Song I'm listening to btw
https://soundcloud.com/deadhira/madotsukis-room
>>81689657Who the fuck can realistically unlock Chem Reliant?
300mg pregabalin + 160mg codeine
is it a good combo or is it a good ambulance spawner?
>>81689657Who the fuck can realistically unlock Chem Reliant? I can go 24 hours drunk on vodka for only 7 days before my body can't take it anymore
>>81692301depends on your tolerance but either way be careful
>>81692592Guess i'm gonna do it then, it's been a while since I've done codeine and pregabalin well, almost everyday
>>81692387I can, I took tramadol for pain every day for a month and sometimes smoked weed with it so I unlocked that achievement
Is the reason why I don't feel the effects of opioids due to ssris and antipsychotics. Mainly ssris I think.
When I quit cymbalta and took kratom I actually felt it
Maybe a stupid question, but anons that smoke weed in places where it is very illegal
do you just do it inside your home and stink up the walls and furniture or do you risk it and go outside?
I've always been a bit confused about how weed is like the most popular drug by a large margin considering that the smell seemingly makes it much harder to be discrete.
>>81693318Weed is an f tier drug for normies niggers and retards
>>81693332Damn, I can't believe the founding fathers were retarded normie niggers...
>>81693318I live in a rural area so honestly I just do it in my room with the balcony door open.
If it's the middle of the day and it's a weekend I go to a nearby forest to 420.
>>81693318I just use a dry herb vaporizer and do it in my house. Doesn't really leave a lingering odor
>>81693318use a sploof but even then the stench will linger, get a cart if you can
>>81693456nta but they were though not for smoking weed
trying oxy for the first time and im about an hour in off just one, very nice body high
would it be wise to take another before the recommended dose time or is it not worth
just beat a really hard boss in black myth wukong while I'm high off my ass on edibles the very first try I beat Kang Jin Loong
and I'm the whole time I was cleaving to ein sof
>>81663022 (OP)stimfapping for weeks on end stripped me of my vitality and my inner fire. stimfapping is the pinnacle of human activity. It never got better than that
4:00 PM I took 50 mg of zolpidem for recreational use. I was watching a YouTube video and it took about 20 minutes before I started to feel the effects. I lost my memory, all I can remember is that I was walking in a place (my house) that seemed like another world, the colors were different and there were some distortions. I remember asking someone who they were, because I didn't recognize their face.
When I came out of that state, I realized it was 9:00 PM. Time passed incredibly quickly. It seemed like only a few minutes had passed.
I also felt a sense of relaxation, tranquility; my motor coordination worsened considerably.
just remembered when I was on wicked stimfapping (cathinones) benders months ago the images and various shapes of things would start to look like stills of porn vids. id be browsing 4chan and the catalog vignettes would look like porn stills despite them being totally different stuff when i'd hover and expand the image. when i'd blink my eyes there was porn stills ingrained inside my eyelids.
>>81693179look into what opioids youre taking and specifically which enzymes metabolize them
i was on fluox and bupropion and got a script for tramadol but it didnt do shit because those antidepressants suppress the cyp2d6 enzyme which is responsible for a lot of drug metabolism but in this case specifically it is responsible for metabolizing morphine prodrugs
tried explaining this to my dentist but he basically just said fuck you retard
normalfags are such a pain in the ass
>>81694509>first time>would it be wise to take another before the recommended dose timePardon my untimely response, but I'd generally take it slow and wait for another time to do more in one dose. It will also allow you to appreciate the different levels of effects more, but if you ended up doing it anyway then it prob made this first experience more enjoyable.
>>81693318Just take some gummies instead. It's much better
been so long since I took one of those mdma + meth pressed pills.
I remember 6 or so years ago I'd just go through every week just thinking of popping a couple pills and stimfapping all weekend. I just kinda stopped doing it one day and now I'm reminiscing fondly.
I kinda want to do it again, but my source only sells 50 pills at a time lol, I can't be trusted with a stash that huge
>>81690180And you wouldn't be wrong, you'll be fine with opioids as long as you don't break your boundaries, and when you're not on the shit well you'll be feeling bad for a couple days, the worst thing of every drug is the mental withdrawal and how it manifest with opis depend, tramadol is the worst imo, It feels good but it makes you really depressed afterwards
>>81696044and on that point, it's hilarious that the price of everything(food, gas, rent, games, PC parts, consoles, travel, whatever) exploded drastically over these 6 years and yet the price of a pressed ecstasy pill is the same.
Reality is telling us all to just stimfap our lives away, it's the most cost effective thing to do
>>81695001That doesn't really sound pleasant.
FUCK FUCKING FUCK FUCK SHIT ASS CUNT PRICKS
I CANT DO COCAINE ANYMORE FUUUCK
WHAT THE FUCK DO NORMALFAGS DO FOR FUN MAN FUCK THIS SHIT
I DONT WANNA BE HOMELESS BUT I DONT HAVE A FKN JOB AND NO ONE WILL HIRE ME FFS
I WANNA LIVE ALONE IM SO SICK OF THIS SHIT FUCK PEOPLE FUCK THESE FAGGOTS WONT LET ME DO ANYTHING
IM SICK OF THE FUCKING NICOTINE
NOW I GOTTA GO TO COLLEGE FOR YEARS AND I CANT AFFORD TO LIVE ALONE
ONLY RITALIN FOR THIS SHIT I FUCKING HATE EVERYONE
stupid motherfuckers won't let me do anything fun
I feel ya anon, why can't you just abuse substances forever I don't get it?
I said I wouldn't combo weed with lyrica because I need to be awake at my job
But my dumbass comboed it and I blacked out.
Nothing bad happened doe :3
How do these dnm vendors operate? Doesn't it look suspicious when the same people come into the post with hundreds of small packages every day? Would be interesting to see a documentary or something on this. I've seen the same vendors around for at least half a decade so they're clearly not getting caught.
My pound of girl scout cookie lows should come soon
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>trust parents and tell them about my drug use (primarily psychedelic with some weed)
>theyre cool with it for well over a year
>feel comfortable and happy that i can trust my parents
>ffw to today
>dad is now pissed at me all of a sudden because i spent money on drugs instead of college
>spent roughly 1k on drugs over the year, approx 300 dollars seized by cops
>be leaf so they dont give a shit about shrooms they just take them
>parents have now completely stopped supporting me with college
>dad blames this entire thing on me wanting money when hes the one that made me attempt suicide and fall into a major depression
thank you for reading my blogpost
tldr never fucking trust your parents or anyone that isnt legally bound by patient confidentiality
>>81697747You only spent 1k on drugs?
the fuck are they mad for? that's a small amount of money
My mom knows I do drugs (My prescription opiates, weed and shrooms) but doesn't know the full extent of it (More pharma shit + dissos) so I'm good to go
>chitin appears to be primarily responsible for shroom's stomach ache
>mushrooms in general are 8-45% chitin
>shrimp are 15% shell
>shrimp shells are 20-30% chitin
>.45/(.15*.20)= 15 and .8/(.15*.30) = ~1.8
So in theory eating 0.8 to 14 times as much regular food as your dose of shrooms should only give you only as bad of a stomach ache as an equivalent amount meal consisting only of shelled shrimp. (using the probably bullshit data I found online and assuming psilocybin has a negligible effect)
It would make sense with my past experiences with shrooms.
Brought some really good coke. Eating light crackers with anchovies pickles mustard and raw onion. Have dried apricots and pistachio nuts. A fee pieces of dark dark chocolate. I cut up a tamarallio and an orange for desert. I've got some blackberry cordial I added lemon to. Now I'm gonna snort more, eat as much as this before my appetite dies, and then masturbate to some filthy gangbang sluts from Germany, or even ftms exposing their test enlarged clits and fuckholes on reddit. Pity I'm permabanned or I'd be chatting these bitches up
>I'll never get to experience stimfapping
Damn...
>>81698441Why not? There's heaps of Stims aren't hard to find and like 20 billion years of porn
>>81698389God it turns me on so much knowing there's irl women (ftms) getting off on the exhibitionism and public exposure of being fucking whores for complete strangers online. No onlyfans, no "im foing this for money" its real women with real fetishsitic secl desire and
>>81698500Certain physical and mental health issues, so I know it would be a bad idea.
>>81698441Dude stims are so fucking easy to find, almost every vendor I seen sells 4cmc or some other shit of that category
I'll never take it since I don't want to speedrun ruining my life but fapping on acid is the closest to stimfapping I had.
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FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
I forgot you can't eat food before taking certain drugs because you'll vomit and I can't abuse DXM like I planned to.
>>81698747Fapping on 2cb + mdma was a better experience than meth for me
>>81698752I'm gonna make sure to wait at least 3 hours after eating before using dxm.
Will anyone else be taking dxm today? I'm curious what sort of interactions I'd have with someone else while both on it.
Mescaline porn while deeply fuckijg my vibrator (male). Otherworldly. .
Also meth. Makes me into a turbo gay sluf for older men. All kinds if fetishes. It's insane really.
I'm hooked on that glaxo smithklein simulation freebase.
any advice?
>>81681307I'm not even going to attempt it because I saw there's a gay one in there so I'm never going to 100% it
>>81699404>Makes me into a turbo gay sluf for older men. All kinds if fetishes. It's insane really.This happens to me with certain drugs, never done meth though. I think it has to do with lowered anxiety and heightened arousal.
>>81697872Don't normal mushrooms like champignons also have chitin? I can eat a pound of mushrooms without any issues but with magic mushrooms 1g already irritates my stomach. Chitin theory sounds false to me.
I've been using pharma ppiates on and off since 2020, is it safe to say I'll never quit? Ive managed my tolerance through breaks so it's probably not a big deal. I heard they can affect your hormones but I still have high testosterone so I guess that's only with more chronic use or stronger shit. Better than abusing alcohol or stimulants desu, but harder to source
>trying my best to stay in a good mood
>feels like coworkers are doing everything in their power to ruin my mood
Calm down me, it's not the end of the world. Stay positive!
/med/ general on sci is full of obnoxious fags and schizophrenics who think hating on drugs is "LE COOL"
>>81699714My test is only 190ng/dl which aparently is 6nmol.
My test is only 30ng/dl higher than the upper range for women...
I should get on TRT I guess but I'll need a second test.
what's the new darknet method? I haven't ordered drugs since 2019 when you could still pay with normal bitcoin via coinbase
>>81691530oh crazy i thought they were both NDRIs, that actually makes a ton of sense tho cause i can have a lot of caffeine on vyvanse and feel nothing but if i have like one cup of coffee on ritalin i feel like im gonna die
>>81697764because theyre looking for something to get mad at me for i think
we were going to go on a trip together but im ditching them now. thought that we were making genuine progress on our relationship but i guess not lmao
>>81700966I just realized I've never checked the /sci/ board despite learning about pharma for a while now. Have I ever missed anything notable?
>>81700999Checked. Read the DNM Bible.
Alright turns out people weren't lying dph is kinda spooky.
>>81704155Lol, have you ever seen the trip sims? Stuff looks scary af.
>>81704155How much did you take? I've never gone above 200mg, nor do I have any desire to.
>>81704340I took 250mg and smoked some pot to it.
I saw a few things but fell asleep shortly afterwards so it was okay.
Nevertheless, when it comes to otc fun, I'll stick to DXM
>>81704410I was considering taking some dxm today, maybe I will.
>>81697064ikr anyways it was a sober late night rant
ok guys imma tell yall a little story even tho i know no one cares ok so ive been posting on this thread since 2023 and ive used it as a way of documenting various experiences and whatnot also my brain deterioration
last year i was forced to go to rehab and well that was bullshit
i keep a record of the threads and screenshots of my posts in my computer
now, for an update this is the latest entry to my "online diary"
its been a good few months in this year of 2025 ive been using nicotine caffeeine and methylphenidate daily its alr its alr
>wake up 9am
>take 6 pills
>hit the vape 50 nic
>go back to sleep for a few hours
>wake up again
>make coffee approximately 500mg caffein
>go on 4chan for a while
>study just enough to justify the ritalin script yk
>play euro truck sim or some other driving game while im geekin
>go on tinder for more time than what i study
>talk to a few girls
>browse porn
>read manga
>take more pills
>sleep
>repeat
yeah so atm im waiting for my ritalin refill and am chilling yk quitting weed has been the best thing that's happened to me for a while, weed is just overrated asf
thc = L
now im full time upper user
welp see you guys next time that i feel like writing something
butane out
>>81698389fuck that's sexy asf my mouth watering rn
>>81701839i can drink a lot of caffeine while on ritalin and i dont even feel it, i guess everyone is different
>>81695159Aren't dentists supposed to be educated
>>81682702I tested this out my listening to a specific song every single time I dosed. I did this for like 2 months or something.
Obviously didn't work. However what does work is sometimes I have dreams where I use x drug and I actually do get x effects lingering even after I wake up
>>81704155But at lower doses it kinda improves your mood and lets you have a good beauty sleep :c
and it combos well with a bunch of shit, taking delirious levels of it is stupid cuz it can actually be useful for a bunch of recreational settings
>>81705291Knowledge in one speciality does not carry over into others. Pharmacokinetics is more so the domain of psychiatrists. Maybe they do learn some for dentistry, but even then they may instead have a speciality anesthesiologist for sedating people (at least for anything stronger than topical lidocaine).
>>81705357I find that kinda surprising. Do you at least get into a specific mood more easily? I have a specific association with a song from when I'd study back in school and it now makes me feel very awake and focused when I hear it.
Anyone try or know if sprinkling heroin into a cigarette would work. I have a pipe but would be a nice iconito memento to carry with me.
Its cringe but if I'm ever dying or seeing someone who is I would lite this shit.
>>81705615>smoke heroinIt would need to be in base form to be smokable. If it is in HCl salt form (the form used for eating, snorting, or injection because of water soluability) then it would be a waste. If you wanna learn more then look up "#3 vs #4" for the terms specifically used wrt heroin.
I've done most of the big stuff out there downers, psychedelics whatever you name it but the pinnacle of the drug experience are those 3-4 days long stimfapping binges. it doesnt get better than that
>>81705945Pretty sure it is #3. The brown thats suppost to be smoked on foil. I'll check tomorrow cause because I'm not sure.
I'm so bored..
Do I just get high?
That's a rhetorical question ofc I'll get fucked up anyways.
>>81705152>fuck that's sexy asf my mouth watering rnWell it sucked. I've been up over 24 hours I feel like shot I hired a prostitute and did some lines with her then got coke dick and couldn't even fuck her at one point I laid my phone on her chest and played porn to jack off to to get hard and try and fuck but it didn't work. Normally I'd be nice and just leave her the coke but I was like fuck it and took the lines back off the plate into a bag I'm back home managed w showers and to eat a bit but I feel terrible. Like truly awful. And I've taken 20mg diaz still feel bad. That shit is too strong. It was 1 gram I won't sleep for at least 9 hours what's that 32 hours up off a gram? Even less cos the prostitute had some. It numbs me so bad I can't feel my throat then panic because it feels like I'm not sure I'm swallowing or not. Never buying this shit again.
Tomorrow will be an stimulating night, not tonight but tomorrow
i'm not an abuser, atleast not that much
Im meeting with some random guy online tomorrow to go to a rave and take MDMA. He sent me a voice message yesterday night saying he loves me but not in a homosexual way. I hope it goes well
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>large paycheck coming in tomorrow followed by 5 days off work
>the weed store ran out of my favorite edibles tonight
>it takes them forever to get them back in stock
>>81707795Get a good night's sleep Thursday
Enjoy your body being ready for the weekend.
>>81708654Time to ask the weed store if they would offer a bulk discount for a less favourable brand or only pick up a little to tide you over till they restock
I may have really really fucked myself with stimulants
I did crazy high doses a few times that was probably bad
What's your favourite dose of codeine.
>>81709076160mg always hit the spot
>hit gym in the morning to justify blasting my body with alcohol later
>every lift is notably weaker than it should be
Rekt my mood for the morning, but at least Im still lifting at all.
On another note, has anyone here comboed phenibut and alcohol? I figure if I just dose low on both itd be comfy.
>>81709076It's been a long ass time since I did codeine (Oxycodone is my main bitch) but I'd say anything above 100 but not above 150 was good since it maximizes the opiate high but minimizes the itchiness.
>>81681175How the fuck are you whoring yourself out for opioids if you're male like how does that even work. Do you just find faggots or meth dealers or something
>>81710306nta but if your age still begins with a 1 plenty of older men on grindr offer money for sex.
>>81710306 was a reply to
>>81681026>>81681213My bad.
>>81710385Yeah but is full blown opioid withdrawals actually bad enough for people to decide to become gay just to get more?? I understand stealing and dishonesty but really becoming gay just to get more fent or oxys?
>>81710478If it's a known phenomenon then I guess it is that bad.
How much dihydrocodeine to take tomorrow?
I tried 75mg and it's slightly relaxing (very subtle) but no "buzz" or anything. What is a good dose that won't give me nausea but will actually hit? I have a relatively low tolerance right now, I've used only codeine once or twice a month this year.
>>81710478I would 100% suck dick for any type of drug I crave if I didn't have the money for it, and I am straight as an arrow. If it's for business purposes it's not gay, gay is a state of mind
>>81710986If it's just sucking dick I'd do it for most drugs I like, especially opiates since that shit gets expensive if you don't have your own prescription.
Though I'm gay normally so it's not as impactful when I do it.
I sucked a dick of another kid when I was like 8
He didnt want it but I was curious
>>81711666Damn that reminds me of the time when I got molested on a field trip by a kid that was bullying me.
man I wish opiates actually worked like how they do the first few times.
I don't think there's any other substances that are pleasantly sedating but won't make you fall asleep.
>>81704295oh god you mean shit like DOC and DOM? that shit lasts FOREVER! if you thought acid lasted a long time, imagine feeling stimmed and trippy for 16~24 hours. Who the fuck is the DOx family of drugs for?
>>81712817just realised you said trip sims, not trip stims. ignore my psych-pharma-turbo-autism. i want to fucking rope
Oooooh I love when psychs/dissos don't kick in when they're supposed to because you just get to go about your day and get a surprise
>>81712817>>81712842Doesn't datura last an abnormally long time too? I've read stories of people saying they still feel the effects a week later.
>>81712817Those are wild, I've seen info saying they last for up to 36 hours. It reminds me of those chemical weapons the CIA was developing in the 1960s which induced parkinsons and had deliriant effects lasting for 2 weeks or something.
>who are they forJust as with fortune: the daring.
>>81712842lol no worries broski, it's fun to discuss everything.
>>81713032I've read that hangovers from it can be a bit lengthy, tho idk specifically about a whole week. Honestly even the 8-12 hrs of LSD is too much imo, I can't imagine handling a horror trip which also lasts ages.
How would you feel about any and all drugs being fully legal and permanently available in grocery stores like alchohol is?
Would you care at all about the implications it would have on wider society, especially normies?
Or would you just be happy about it being less of a hassle to buy?
>>81713236>I can't imagine handling a horror trip which also lasts agesYeah, it's pure nightmare fuel. Probably fucks up your psyche.
>>81713396People can't even be trusted to handle alcohol without fucking up. More drugs would only be a net negative on society. Especially with the existence of highly addictive shit like crack and heroin. Imagine going to the grocery store and getting stabbed by Becky or Karen trying to mug you so they can buy more heroin
>>81713396The only issue with drugs is the cross between mental temptation and physical danger. Everything else in society is only mostly one or the other, so they take a unique position. Eg:
>Gambling: mentally tempting, but physically safe.>Weapons: physically dangerous, but mentally non-tempting.The examples which are both tempting and dangerous (but legal) like unhealthy food are simply not very dangerous or tempting compared to the variety of powerful drugs out there. As a result, they don't pose the same risk as the general category of drugs do.
All of this being said, I expect the overwhelming majority of the "unfortunates" (the people predisposed to usage issues) to get wrecked pretty quickly. The rest of society will just vibe. Within due time it'd mellow out when the (and I dont mean this with any negative moral judgement) "inferiors" die off, as a form of survival of the fittest. It reminds me of what has happened in some modern civilizations today because of the policies in their past where people who would steal were executed (despite stealing being far less morally terrible than something like murder).
It would be more ideal if we could avoid that bloodshed and just genetically engineer people to not have individual deficiencies, but I think to even begin research on that you'd need to at least admit that genetic differences like those exist, which is not currently socially acceptable (at least in academia where it matters to initiate research).
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>>81705615i've sprinkled o-pce in a joint before and called it an evil joint, it worked but it is as scuffed as you expect it to be, tasted weird and i felt like it numbed my lips a bit or something? i also didn't weigh out how much i added so it ended up being way to intense despite the method probably burning a good chunk of it
so basically: it will probably kinda work, it will taste like shit, it will be inefficient as you have less control over the heat so you'll probably burn a bunch of it, the cigarette might burn weirdly cuz of the heroin
honestly just use a fucking foil man, smoking heroin doesn't need to be sexy, it just needs to get the job done and there's a reason the foil is the go-to smoke method, it just allows for more control
Im on tramadol rn 2.5 mg of alprazolam, 150mg of pregabalin and doing bumps o coke, listening to hotel california, and caramelldansen and old 90s rave eurodance artist like ice mc, this feel so fucking good bros im in heaven and hell
>>81712968fuck yeahhhhhhhhhhh I love dxm so much
>>81714325Hell yeah, sounds comfy. I like your music choice, too. Hows the combo of alprazolam and pregabalin? I've never mixed benzos and gabapentinoids before.
>>81715850>alprazolam and pregabalinThey synergy very good actually, but i love more the coke and pregabalin mix
I'm having a good dxm session, but I should've went with more.
why does snorting opioids seem to produce a much better high than consuming them orally? the bioavailability isn't much different but I feel like I nod off much more regularly (and my nod visions are much more vivid) when I snort
can lexapro and bupropion be used recreationally?
400mg MDMA + 2g albino penis envy + 6 DMT cart blinkers, strongest breakthrough ive had in a while
https://streamable.com/cbskwc
I'm studying neuroscience and I'm not going to lie: you guys have some balls to fuck around with your GABA system. I would not mess with that shit even if I was offered a million dollars.
Good luck.
>>81716653Quicker hitting way to consume the substance, I heard if you shoot it up straight into your vein it'll make you nod out even better.
bro DHC is a fucking insane appetite suppressant, waht the fuck? I can eat fine on codeine but DHC feels like im on ozempic
>>81716706DUUUUUUUUUUUUDEEEE PSYCHEDELICS BRO I SAW THE GOD AND IT CHANGED MY LIFE BROOOOO!!! DUDE SHROOMS THEY CURED MY DEPRESSION BRO DUDE SHROOMS DUDE LSD BROOOOO
>>81717329How much did you take? I usually take 30 - 60mg
>>81716706I wish my body could sustain those doses. I'd probably become get crippling nausea and schizophrenic if I did that.
>>81716947You can do much more than you think; every normie who sips wine would like to have a word.
High watching SpongeBob thoughts on this?
Had a pretty good dxm trip. Low anxiety since I didn't take any cannabis this time, felt good. Listened to some music played some games, I noticed that the games I played felt like they were going in slow motion. Pretty neat, but kinda ruins the flow of the games I played, if that makes sense. It's supposed to suppress arousal, but I had no issues fapping. All in all, not too bad.
>>81717967Im not him but I took 210mg DHC and 2 beers. Feels very nice
>>81717956I'm not him but I took 210mg DHC 20mg promethazine and 2 beers. It feels very nice.
lyrica makes me liquid, and codeine makes me wobbly sleepy and now with the two in my system I just feel outtside, it's very chill
I'm sleeping on sunshine
>>81717956135mg. Tomorrow I will take 150mg then take a break
Also I've been awake for almost 36 hours, I can't sleep after DHC for some reason.
>>81717967>every normie who sips wine would like to have a wordThe same people who have normalized waking up with hangovers and "hangxiety", anxiety and mental illness, mood swings, etc, and don't realize they're in perpetual alcohol withdrawal? Kek
Honestly just quit alcohol. Even if you have a social life, just pop a pregabalin before going out.
>>81719111>I can't sleep after DHC for some reason.Same with me and my doses aren't even that big. Weird huh?
can you snort those 7 hydroxy pills?
>>81718912I'm on 300mg pregabalin and 160 codeine like I stated, I still got a pill left, a 300 one, should I pop it? I feel amazing but not dangerously good yknow
give me the wisdom pls?, I don't think I'm going to sleep tonight anyways
Oh dude 4 stam 4 strength leather belt
How 2 do the walk and also how 2 do the talk? Pls?
Nigga tongue my boogers anus
>tfw I grew up a sheltered beta autist and never learned how to procure drugs
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anyone here know anything about ic-26 (aka methiodone)? i just ordered some so if anyone has done it before or smth i'd love to know what it was like from you
>>81720390Fed posts worst bait ever asked to kill themselves
>>81720390So do you guys monitor these threads from an office or can you work from home?
Took 4 white bar xannies (no tolerance) after 3 beers at the fourth of july. Wasn't even anxious anything. My buddy Taylor came stropped handing them out like candy so I figured why not. Felt nothing. No sedation, no lowered inhibitions, no change in mood or behavior.
Only variable is I took 30mg Vyvanse that morning (which i do every day). Is it just the low dose Vyvanse cancelling it out or some neurological disorder. Autism? Bipolar? Are there certain individuals who just don't respond to benzos that bigly.
Just confused. Anyone else had this happen?
>>81721296>came stroppedcame strapped
>>81663022 (OP)I feel like I'm too autistic for this shit, I've tried shrooms, weed and fucking eckies but they've literally did fuck all to me, the most it did was made me horny, but whenever I drink alcohol it feels infinitely more fun than any of that over shit, is my brain just wired so differently that certain drugs does nothing to me while a drink does?
Hey I am the guy that asked about doing meth a few days ago. Update-have done 1g a day for 4 days; no withrawl. My tolorance was high due to amphetamine use. It felt nice but I'd just stick to speed. PSA:I am learning the hard way that excesive use of meth causes conatipation; hope somone would have told me.
>>81721338Maybe the truthpill is that you don't like those drugs as much.
I for example find DXM to be pleasant in effects like how ketamine is described, and ketamine to be the drug that sends me to purgatory.
Same thing with benzos, I just don't feel anything from them other than being sleepy.
>>81721780I still find it weird how I was the only one in a room filled with people getting high from a shit ton of weed; that I was the only one who didn't feel a thing despite the fact like five over people was so fucking out of there mind, I had the same amount as them yet fuck all happen to me, a shame really
>>81721693Did you fap while high?
>>81721982Yes, it was a nightmare. I could bearly keep it up and was sweating bullets.
>>81722049That sounds terrible, why the hell do people say meth is good for stimfapping?
>>81722058Maybe my high tolorance was a factor. I'll try it again in a few months to see
>>81720609>>81720851how the fuck is it a fed post to ask about an RC i wanna try you absolute retard? it's not even illegal, it's one of those greymarket designer drugs
yes anon i can work from home. because i'm a goddamn fucking loser hikki NEET, all i do is drink and get high and jerk off to cute anime girls and pussy close-ups and then smoke cigs after i cum so i fucking WISH i got paid to do this shit, that'd be fucking awesome holy fuck i need that job
but fucking hell, stop smoking meth, shit's making you paranoid
anyway...
ic-26 or methiodone seems to be an analogue of methadone, it's basically an alternative to o-dsmt for me, from what i've heard ic-26 isn't as euphoric as o-dsmt but lasts longer (and it's more potent per dose so it's kinda cheaper?)
i was HOPING someone here, literally anyone, might've tried it before so they could tell me anything at all about it cuz i'm a little bit nervous about trying a new opioid RC but i get called a fed instead and i don't even understand how tf it looked like a fed post, i'm literally just autistic about drugs jesus christ calm down
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>>81721842was it your first time smoking weed? i've heard before about this weird concept called "getting past the wall" which tries to explain the difficulty newby-weed-smokers have at getting high (or perhaps recognising that they are high?), basically the idea is that for your first Real High you need a ton of weed to burst through that wall, and after that you can get high with less cuz you basically "teach" the brain how to be high/know it's high
>>81663022 (OP)I want to do some again
Just wish I don't get so anxious with coming up (mainly on psychs)
I fucking love studying pharmacology while on Stimson.
>>81716947Explain? Is it about cognitive impairment?
>>81722325Get an LED lamp that has multiple colors and shit
It's a comforting presence for me since I have it with me every time I'm tripping.
>>81716673I was prescribed bupropion along with atomoxetine for ADHD, and I have literally forgotten most of my memories while being on that. It makes you a zombie. It was only the therapeutic effect, and thankfully I ditched that sh*t.
.............lads I fucked up.
I made 500mg of Amp and tested it.
I wasn't ready for something this pure.
I'm so going to jail
>>81716673No lmao you don't get high of antidepressants and especially not recreationally.
They barely do anything
I realized how much of a fucking addict I am now that I have no drugs nearby.
I'd do codeine since it's over the counter but I feel like it won't work on me anymore.
>>81716947Why exactly ? Don't just drop a bomb and leave
>>81716947You might be right since most alcoholics I've interacted with are retarded, not terrible people every time just... retarded.
But to be honest, a cheeky dose of lyrica here and there is too good to pass up.
>>81722898lyrica doesn't even act on gaba receptors so it "too good to pass up" doesn't matter
>>81723107Are you for real?
Pregabalin just keeps winning.
>>81713690Had PTSD on a level I didn't even know was possible after a trainwreck LSD experience. It lasted about 3 years until a 5g shroom experience pretty much killed it and MDMA cleaned up the rest.
What if I IV'd oxy through my feeding tube..?
>>81724350I just snorted it instead since I don't have the equipment necessary.
>>81724354I might shoot up something through my feeding tube and post a pic of it here one day for internet immortality tho.
I'll have to take a year long tolerance break on weed, it leaves me too vulnerable and paranoid to deal with the neighbours just next door, I hope the magic returns once I get my own home without shared walls
>>81723247pregabalin my beloved
I'm the biggest tweakpilled junkiemaxxing.
But lately I been just chilling with weed, pregabalin, and some benzos.
Now that the spring and summer been going I been doing some speed, some coke, flakka and meow meow when I been going fucking, cuz I'm a sperg who can't fuck without tweakmaxxing.
Not necessarily happy bout this.
not gonna lie I'm glad I don't live fully alone since I'd spiral out of control if I did, I haven't had a sober week for a long, long time.
>>81724447you're literally me except i use benzos and yr pic as well
I realized the mixing chart is bullshit since I did opiates and alcohol together plenty of times and nothing happened.
So here's my tweaked mixing chart for anyone wondering what drugs you can and can't do together.
3 years on benzos relapsed been doing them daily for months again.
Fuck me hopefully I recover from this shit
>>81724966same with opiates and cocaine or rc uppers.
nothing ever happens
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Guys, I don't want zoomers to discover tramadol.
>>81725723Why not I've done odmst a lot but all it does is make me nauseous. Don't take ssris with opioids
>>81724966I like the edit lmao.
>>81725620The point is just to convey potential danger (something which people dabbling in substances might disregard to begin with). Of course, it's easy to overblow that concern when they use 3(!?) separate categories that could just be boiled down to "risky."
>>81725723Why so? Afaik normalfags (and any age variant thereof) are put off by the illegality of controlled substances.
>>81725723Why not? I get it prescribed and it'll be my main opiate of choice if my backup pharma vendor for oxys gets rekt by the feds.
>>81725807>>81725999>>81726067I don't want the same thing to happen as with lean and oxy. Tramadol is an opioid, and everyone knows that, but it's easier to prescribe. Luckily, many people don't like it. I say this because I've been addicted for years and I don't want them to impose limits (especially where I live).
>>81726492I don't understand how one can be a addicted to tramadol.
Shit just makes me wonky retarded and nauseous.
Which is odd because on benzos I'm just fine
>>81723247It really is the most versatile drug ever
>>81726538What dosage you kept it at?, shit gets fun past the 300mg threshold, below that is not that good
big shoutout to the anon that told me to just ask nicely at my drugstore a couple threads ago, it worked
>>81726617Idk i took 50 mg but so far all opioids just make nauseous and that's it. Not fun
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>>81726570True, do you also feel like it's a lil bit of everything in one pill?
For me it feels like it has aspects of weed, alcohol, dissos, benzos and psychedelics but it's the good aspects for the most part.
And by that I mean:
>The appetite increase of weed>Similar body high to alcohol>Disso-like closed eye visuals>Kills social anxiety/Lowers inhibition like benzos>Enhances your vision like psychedelicsIt's only an opiate-like effect away from truly being the "jack of all trades" drug
>>81726538Apparently you have to have an enzyme in your liver or kidney or something like that only people with a high European or white percentage have it no joke lol
>>81726713I'm white western European tho
>>81726713Oh so that's why
>>81726492>it's easier to prescribe
>>81726654too low to get any real effects, at that dose you're taking it as medication, have you tried other opioids besides? 120mg codeine is a good start, all of them make you feel intoxicated but you can get past the nausea if you're nodding balls, but if you still don't like them then truth be told is better for you
>>81726713and this is also true, if your liver doesn't have cyp2d6 you won't be able to enjoy opiate prodrugs or something and the presence of said enzyme not ethnicity dependent lol
>>81726690>do you also feel like it's a lil bit of everything in one pill?Fuck yeah, I always say it makes me liquid cuz it makes my body feel way lighter and kinda numb, the color enhancement you mention is also present and I can actually be social while on it, sometimes saying dumb shit but the anxiolytic effects it gives me are amazing, I don't see weird visuals sadly but I do hear stuff weird, the music feels amazing and all
>It's only an opiate-like effect away from truly being the "jack of all trades" drugfunny thing is that sometimes I feel slightly sedated while on it, especially at high dosages it reminds a bit of codeine effects, still not the same shit tho
It's an amazing substance and it would be almost perfect if it wasn't for the mental withdrawal sometimes causes
>>81726903>and this is also true, if your liver doesn't have cyp2d6 you won't be able to enjoy opiate prodrugs or something and the presence of said enzyme not ethnicity dependent lolThat's why I said it's probably due to ssris
what sillyhead created an additional drugfeel thread while this was only on page 5 lol
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>>81663022 (OP)holy shit i got gonzo lmaooooo
and a buncha other shit too holy fuck what the fuck
>>81727423i did try dmt but the MHRB i got was bunk so i ended up just smoking resin lol
>>81727007It is ehnicity dependent
>There are substantial differences for CYP2D6 allele frequencies not only among ethnic groups, but also among populations within the major ethnic groups. These differences are illustrated by CYP2D6*3, *4, *5, *6, and *41, which are more common in people of European descenthttps://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/books/NBK574601/
>>81727423I'm surprised you got this many achievements without also unlocking "Ahoy Spongebob!"
>>81727521i've done memantine but not ketamine lol
Snorted the last 1/8th of the oxy I brought with me, a part of the pill really didn't want to get crushed up so I got a small rock in there now :3
I should probably take a break so my tolerance goes back to normal tho
>>81674917damn bro good luck im boutta try my first trip on alcohol, popped one bud light
>>81728512Bro I had one Modelo and one Marihuana and I'm so fucking wasted