>>82305382
odsmt is not the best opi to do if you want to feel good, it's "the best RC opi around at the moment" sure but that doesn't make it particularly good, honestly i give it like a 4/10 as an opioid (for comparison i give heroin an 8/10 and oxy a 10/10 and methadone as well as methiodone a 1/10)
maybe nortilidine is better though, you should see if you can get some to try, it should be comparable to odsmt BUT: in adition to being an opioid agonist, nortilidine is ALSO an NMDA antagonist (which decreases tolerance-build-up) and a dopamine reuptake inhibitor, so it should be more euphoric (for dosage guide, look up tilidine doses and divide by 3, nortilidine is 3 times as potent as tilidine due to the way that tilidine works/is metabolised)
do note however: nortilidine is still "among the weaker opioids" so if you really want that strong euphoria you should just get heroin or oxys, but nortilidine is an RC and therefore much easier to get
>>82304636
btw what happened when you took too much odsmt? you said the nausea never came so what happened that stopped it from being comfy? is it just that your tolerance makes it impossible to enjoy it anymore? or did you overestimate your tolerance?

>>82305078
try MXPCP, it's like a stimulating and euphoric dissociative that i deem IDEAL for raves and festivals and probably concerts too

Do you feel comforted by conflict/disasters? I'm not the only one, right? Violence/fighting, catastrophic machinery failures, natural disasters etc, are the only things that make me feel relaxed.
It stems from my upbringing around a schizophrenic and a meth addict who relied on me to calm them down and keep the peace, and I got very good at it. Peacefulness keeps me on edge. When something goes horribly wrong at work for example, and everyone panics, I finally feel comfortable and focused, and I lead them to a solution.

>>82079060
if you're too nauseous you're doing too much, and the warmth is part of the high, take an antihistamine to curb the histamine effects it'll get rid of the itching at least

oxycodone is very yummy

I just did the final line of my life, god willing. I'm quitting heroin starting now. If I don't know I know I'll end up evolving to zenes and brorphine analogs which will be the end of me. I have enough SR-17018 to do a 10 day taper starting at 100mg SR-17018 every 8 hours and reducing each dose by 10mg each day until I reach zero. I have 4g SR-17018 total so I alao have a little wiggle room if need be, but I believe 100mg is pretty much the ceiling effect anyway. This was successful for me in the past with less potent opioids on a few occasions, but this gram a day of heroin habit is a different beast, so I'm nervous but I'm determined. If I fail I'll wait until having more comfort meds before trying again, because all I have other than the SR-17018 right now is 60mg total diazepam, and if I fail after that, I'll livestream my death. I wish to be free of this. Wish me luck robots.

>just what doctor orderer
Fuck you, you just are a fucking junkie, the same level as niggers.

>you are junkie.
Fuck you.

why does snorting opioids seem to produce a much better high than consuming them orally? the bioavailability isn't much different but I feel like I nod off much more regularly (and my nod visions are much more vivid) when I snort

Testing how much oxycodone one needs to completely shut off pain receptors.