In 2014 I shipped Bonkers D. Bobcat with Roger Rabbit, but the illness grew and grew. Soon every guy I looked at looked like Roger Rabbit, and I would imagine him being with Disney's Bonkers, I did nothing but would spend hours every day looking at the same fan drawn art and imagining them kissing and my obsession grew more and more. I would look up rule 34 of them and every single one with others I would pretend didn't exist. Eventually stopped going to school by pretending to be sick (I was 12) and didn't go for 2 weeks just so I could draw more roger rabbit fucking bonkers on different sex positions in my secret notebook until my parents discovered my gigabytes of crackship cartoon yaoi related content, they suddenly discovered my gay drawings i had on my notebook so i went to the bathroom (the only time I left the room) and threatened to break the computer. I threw my mom at the stairs and stopped myself from hitting her with my belt I beat to my computer and screamed in pain and they called the police where I was taken away and hospitalized for a month, I was removed from the national honor society after this.