Most of the world disgusts me so I prefer to be withdrawn which even includes avoiding mass media and college education. I still partake in some media consumption in a social setting. My ex knew all of this yet still broke off with me because it. Most likely it was an excuse for something else but I still think it is a sign. I will still watch media with you since it is fun together, have your child if you want one but I won't betray myself. Unfortunately it seems although what you guys say that men are oh so not picky, that most want a really active and willing participant in society