>>212325542
You said to forget about Miles and listen to Mingus. However, I wasn't able to abandon my journey through Miles's oeuvre. I wanted to undergo a kind of spiritual effacement, similar to one of Robert Bresson's models - you know, to do the same shit so many times you enter a kind of transcendent, affectless state where the truth of ur actions are revealed (because I'm writing a novel, so I would like my Self to disappear as much as possible whilst writing) - so I kept grinding away with Miles. I've listened to 40 of about 60 albums. I promise I'll listen to Mingus Ah Um when I'm finished...

>>212325774
If it has not yet started then start. If it has started and finished then start something else. You think you only live one life but people live many little lives. Roman Polanski is at once a little boy that survived the holocaust and a child rapist. People who can't understand why people still support his endeavours, are the people who don't understand that people contain multitudes. If you truly do have the ability to do as you want with whoever you want, then give a girl a flower, or get a handy in a cinema bathroom in tribute to Tsaisis. You admit yourself that you can do anything you want in this world, yet you only want to do bad things. You can do a lot of good things too. I was in the depth of depression a few weeks ago, and when I dropped something in the store, a little girl bent down and picked it up for me. It made me very happy and broke through the ice of my disposition. I'm sure people are doing little kindnesses for you like that in your life... learn to notice them as they happen, I suggest. I think you want to pretend you don't have free will so as you don't feel guilty about not changing the circumstances of your shitty mind and shitty life.

>>212326225
I actually voted for Freddy Got Fingered in my /film/ canon ballot last year. I can't fathom why. I was really impressed when I saw it at the time.