https://youtu.be/fnVHbv_kNRk?si=PzLj3gWny2ZT5Xrg

>be me
>31 yo
>STILL burdened by education because of some stupid decisions that were partially my fault but also my parents' fault
>found something that will possibly make me financially independent so I can finally move out
>learning all the networking and sysadmin knowledge has become a pain
>don't want to go to internship work anymore
>currently learning the economical aspect of the job which is the worst shit ever
>1 and a half years left until I probably get fully employed as a systemadmin
fuck man. it's only been half a year. life sure sucks ass and I wasted my life.
just want to play vidya and go outside.