>>81841413
aw that sucks. its okay anon, mistakes happen. it wasnt your fault anyway, that bug had a suicide wish and wanted to get eaten.
>>81841559
>its better than rotting
i often wonder if its worth the trouble. honestly, im not too sure myself, but i keep telling myself it is.
>but i always fall back into the pit, so to speak, after awhile
yeah i get it. its okay, though, just keep trying!
>i just see it as pouring vodka into something and chugging it.
well, i have taken classes on how to make cocktails, so i can give you my (not very) professional insight in it: pouring things together with some ice qualifies as making a cocktail. so, the only thing you're missing is ice! and uhm, i guess accurate proportions of alcohol and juice but oh well! works anyway.
>i drink im doing it to feel better and just want to get it over with quickly
hm, i see. kinda like how i make food for myself. though i do it because otherwise ill starve to death (i wouldnt mind honestly)
>subconscious beliefs about ourselves not deserving to be better
yeah, i feel that way. i dont deserve anything good, other people do. i just need to suffer and deal with it
>>81841781
>I stepped on the scale and I'm down 10 lbs from where I started with my weight loss 3 weeks ago
nice work anon! proud of you. i hope the rest of the week goes great. is the type of work you do really physically intensive?
>Gonna take a cold shower and have a big cold water and walk to the gym.
niceu. cold showers are great for blood circulation (apparently). i wish i could always have ice cold water with me whenever i go for walks