>>81917358
It's human nature to regret things. I would often try to make it a normal give and take transaction, nothing strictly sexual or intimate. I'd help them out in games they enjoyed, spend time with them, and in return, I'd earn a decent bit. It helped me support myself during college, and they got what they were looking for. The non-sexual side of things probably eased their guilt a little and the little teasing or more intimate stuff here and there probably was better than what it would've been if all we did were sexual stuff.

He would grow distant from time to time, but always came back whenever he felt lonely and needed someone. I'm not the type to press for money, so maybe it was something that lingered in the back of his mind. I've been with two of them for over 2-3 years now. What you're feeling is completely normal.

>>40341747
Awww, I'm sorry to hear that Nona, I hope your night goes better :<. I'm also a little lonely, most of my friends are asleep and I don't have much to do, so im chatting with random peeps. It's nice to see all the people in here trying to comfort ya though lol, makes everything a little less bleak even if just for a moment <3

I'm trying to join my local chapter of the yDSA and SRA to hopefully maybe do what I can to numb the current wave of hatred, even if just a little. I wish we didn't have to live like this.