>>76372408
Did you stay until she passed? Did you also feel like "I can't leave because it'd be a piece of shit thing to do" anon? I'm still fighting that internally and, now that emotions are high, thinking in my head "did I do the right thing?". I ruminate like a motherfucker and need to get over it.

I can't play vidya (my #1 passtime) as I used to do that shit with her all the time. Everything right now just feels kinda tainted and I can't do anything without me thinking of her bros.

Chest and triceps tomorrow though. Going to destroy myself