I WILL NOT GET FIRED FROM THIS JOB
I WILL STUDY HARD
I WILL PASS MY LEVEL 3 CFA EXAM THIS JANUARY
I WILL ESCAPE

Work is literal hell for me right now. I’m working 50-60 hours a week and still don’t have enough time. Every time I do something right, I then make two blunders. I’m pretty sure my boss and coworkers think I’m the dumbest person on the team. But I need to persist. Every day I’ll enter with the mentality that I’ll do the very best I can. When I leave I’ll know that I did everything in my power. I shall persist.

This time studying seems easier. It’s no where near easy, but I can see the summit. I must keep on climbing forward daily, growing stronger and more confident. In order for me to truly cross this mountain, I need one final push. The path lies ahead and I will make it this time.

I tried to pr last Saturday but failed miserably. Cortisol and suboptimal living standards have weakened me physically and mentally. I need to continue lifting, but I won’t be truly strong until this trial over. Appreciate all of your prs and gym sessions. One day you’ll lose that freedom.

Best of luck on your journeys frens. Even if we are climbing through hell, we must stay strong and move forward inch by inch. Heaven awaits us. WAGMI