You're failing at nofap because you simultaneously want cummies and also the freedom of not being horny. To not be horny, you need to give up cummies. To get cummies, you can't care about controlling your horny.

Think of it like flipping a coin and wanting both heads and tails to win. If you have 99% desire for tails to win but 1% desire for heads to win, you still want both. The 1% lets you enjoy yourself because you want to. The 99% lets you post in /srg/ saying you feel so bad and will do better next time.

Whatever your reason for doing this is, be true to it but you also need to believe (know) you can. I know you can. Just stop touching your dick, it's only there for you to piss out of.

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