>>60681593
The point of killing yourself is to stop having attachments in this materialistic hellhole, you prfoit by realizing you're just a window to the universe's consciousness and you're returning to the light, and your whole life was nothing but a sigh in the echoes of eternity. As you're dying you'll understand suffering was your ally all along since it made it easier to detach from this material plane sooner rather than to prolong the agony of existence