Every few weeks I will have an auditory hallucination of the admin BWOINK sound effect in real life, I don't fucking know why and my skips a beat and I just stand there in shock for a few minutes every time it happens like I'm reflectively preparing to talk my way out of a note or ban. It occurs intermittently enough for me to forget about it by the time it happens again. I don't have any other auditory hallucinations (at least, I don't think) and my visual hallucinations are very minor. I was only a small-time shitter when I used to play SS13 so I don't know why I'm being tormented like this after quitting. Sometimes I wonder if it's the work of God himself, like either he's playing a joke on me or it's punishment for my sins and blasphemies.