>>529586836
i understand it because i experienced it too but i guarantee not to the same extent as you

i started playing earlier this month and have never played a moba before (previously i have only ever been one above all in marvel rivals never playing overwatch before) and i pretty much had to dedicate my life to this game in order to make it out of seeker, but i had insane alchemist and especially ritualist win streaks that for whatever reason did not increase my rank at all
ESPECIALLY ritualist 6, it took me 10 or 20 games in a row just to get emissary 1
i might just be extremely lucky because i am archon 4 with a 6 game win streak right now, but there are days like 2 days ago where i crashed out losing 3 games in a row to actual retard teammates feeding infernus and haze and we lost in like 21 minutes, i only solo queue so shit like that is outside of my control and it is really hard to carry true deadweights
im just under 4 weeks into this game and have made my way into oracle matches, im already starting to have european (russian) cheaters in my lobbies and even though the game is getting played at a higher level and im learning an absolute shit ton, i feel really behind because i dont have the same macro knowledge and experience that moba players have and all i can really do is aim one trick and run away decently, most of my success is just me emulating what i see the top players do in terms of builds