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7/1/2025, 8:46:08 PM
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I guess my experience was essentially that I always felt very strong genital dysphoria as a kid, and it made me envy girls and want to be like them.
I heard some friends talking about the story of a trans kid that tried to cut her dick off with toenail clippers, and it made me think, huh, that sounds like something I would have done. Then I started thinking more about transition and SRS and all that, and it felt rly right, so I looked into transition stuff and started self-medding spiro bc I didn't wanna fuck up estrogen.
Was still not comfortable with my identity and went as a they/them enby for a couple years, but once I became an adult with a full-time job I decided I needed to seriously work on the SRS plans and started saving up every dime and penny I had and started estrogen as well.
My plan from the get-go was to detrans after getting SRS and live the cuntboy life; I am also pretty skinny and never grew much in the way of boobs. But after a bit of estrogen and voice training, people stopped asking for my pronouns and just started assuming I was a woman. I then started to identify as one bc it felt like it would be dumb to correct them and I didn't care enough one way or the other.
About 3 years into my transition I got my SRS and it felt incredible. I would just lie in bed in ecstatic euphoria at the thought that I finally managed to get it, and felt like I could really live my life from then on.
As mentioned earlier, for much the same reason as I started identifying as a woman, I haven't stopped. I like to jokingly call myself a femboy to my friends sometimes and I don't care or correct people if they get my pronouns wrong, but I guess I kinda just see my womanhood as something put on to me rather than something I have to strive towards, I guess? Like I don't feel like a woman, a man, nb, I just feel like me and however people see that is fine by me.
I guess my experience was essentially that I always felt very strong genital dysphoria as a kid, and it made me envy girls and want to be like them.
I heard some friends talking about the story of a trans kid that tried to cut her dick off with toenail clippers, and it made me think, huh, that sounds like something I would have done. Then I started thinking more about transition and SRS and all that, and it felt rly right, so I looked into transition stuff and started self-medding spiro bc I didn't wanna fuck up estrogen.
Was still not comfortable with my identity and went as a they/them enby for a couple years, but once I became an adult with a full-time job I decided I needed to seriously work on the SRS plans and started saving up every dime and penny I had and started estrogen as well.
My plan from the get-go was to detrans after getting SRS and live the cuntboy life; I am also pretty skinny and never grew much in the way of boobs. But after a bit of estrogen and voice training, people stopped asking for my pronouns and just started assuming I was a woman. I then started to identify as one bc it felt like it would be dumb to correct them and I didn't care enough one way or the other.
About 3 years into my transition I got my SRS and it felt incredible. I would just lie in bed in ecstatic euphoria at the thought that I finally managed to get it, and felt like I could really live my life from then on.
As mentioned earlier, for much the same reason as I started identifying as a woman, I haven't stopped. I like to jokingly call myself a femboy to my friends sometimes and I don't care or correct people if they get my pronouns wrong, but I guess I kinda just see my womanhood as something put on to me rather than something I have to strive towards, I guess? Like I don't feel like a woman, a man, nb, I just feel like me and however people see that is fine by me.
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