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6/20/2025, 6:23:09 AM
I miss being held I miss staring into his eyes I miss his skin on top me i miss him using my boobs as pillows I miss holding his hand in public I miss drinking wine while watching TV and him making fun of my short 5 2 legs. I just need a qt pale soft euro boyfriend with blue eyes to obses over and give all my love to.
I am so lonely I literally don't enjoy anything in life because I am alone there is no point to anything no hobbies no nothing the only thing that makes me feel anything is being held in a romantic way
I am so lonely I literally don't enjoy anything in life because I am alone there is no point to anything no hobbies no nothing the only thing that makes me feel anything is being held in a romantic way
6/16/2025, 9:07:54 PM
My ex boyfriend who I loved we had issues and he gave shit in the end for not being as rich as him, not being into netflix shows like the last of us and invicible, and not being into academia which is bullishit since he new I was a misanthropic asocial white trash before he got with me. So he probably didn't like me for some other reason but regardless of he was telling the truth theoretically that fucked me up
What makes me white trash is that I am autistic and depressed therefore I strive to be as withdrawn from society as possible which means I am not into TV, careers, academia. Therefore I am only into some cringe music and other niche cringe hobbies and I don't strive to get a degree or get a deep into any career. Btw I am not that poor I know I am really privileged because I have some net but still.
Inb4 date other white trash. I am not against that but I want a man who i like the personality of, not promiscuous (not the incel misogyny promiscuous meme but don't be having a bunch of sex which is a dangerous activity obviously Ew)and not fat. And all the white trash men I met were either fat or in the rare case they werent they were promiscuous. Btw yes I am not promiscuous, nor fat.
What makes me white trash is that I am autistic and depressed therefore I strive to be as withdrawn from society as possible which means I am not into TV, careers, academia. Therefore I am only into some cringe music and other niche cringe hobbies and I don't strive to get a degree or get a deep into any career. Btw I am not that poor I know I am really privileged because I have some net but still.
Inb4 date other white trash. I am not against that but I want a man who i like the personality of, not promiscuous (not the incel misogyny promiscuous meme but don't be having a bunch of sex which is a dangerous activity obviously Ew)and not fat. And all the white trash men I met were either fat or in the rare case they werent they were promiscuous. Btw yes I am not promiscuous, nor fat.
6/14/2025, 4:43:11 PM
Literally the only thing I wanted to say.
How do I cope with losing my personality and self after a heartbreak?
At the end he put me down for being autistic Deppressed white trash while he was le high iq white nerd which is fucked up since he saught after me knowing what I am . And in a way because of what I am, he could have gone for a normie nerd woman closer to him but chose me due to my cringe humour/attitude which is a result of my white trash misanthropy. Now I don't even have my humour anymore since I am a shadow of myself how do I even regain my wit /self again?
How do I cope with losing my personality and self after a heartbreak?
At the end he put me down for being autistic Deppressed white trash while he was le high iq white nerd which is fucked up since he saught after me knowing what I am . And in a way because of what I am, he could have gone for a normie nerd woman closer to him but chose me due to my cringe humour/attitude which is a result of my white trash misanthropy. Now I don't even have my humour anymore since I am a shadow of myself how do I even regain my wit /self again?
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