>>40859781
I think there's a dissociative element as well. You instrumentalize and dehumanize the people on the screen, using a sort of selective perception and doublethink. The attractive women are basically bait to shovel whatever they want into your subconscious, and overall the whole thing is generally a sort of desecration ritual.

I just watched porn an hour ago or so. Happened across a model I found highly attractive. Paler skin, long black hair, bangs, blue eyes. Demeanor which suggests she isn't a performative biological automaton and probably has a soul which is closer to the surface (not projecting or idealizing, actually seemed like the case in the beginning). By the end of the scene, dead eyes. Clearly left the body. Unlike something like Riley Reid or w/e that switches into an alter. I found myself thinking, you know she could['ve] made someone a good wife / mother. And the pornographer would reply, why should beauty be caged and gatekept? Why not be enjoyed by all?

Terrible. Then you look at the spiral, how it starts, what they get them doing later. I am trying to embed this mental image deeply, and quit forever.