Whenever I go on dates I find it so hard to hide my disgust with female promiscuity and cognitive dissonance, for I believe in Christianity, but at the same time I want to have sex and welcome their romantic advances, despite my moral objections, because I biologically have strong urges and need to release myself somehow. Nonetheless, at the same time I am also tremendously scared of STDs and diseases from making out like herpes. I don't want to marry or have kids, even if I did I don't know how I'd find a wife or raise them. What do I do? This is making me feel a little bit schizophrenic but I find the idea of living in semen retaining seclusion to be terrible and I believe that it makes sense for me, as a 21 y/o man, to want to have sex and find what I like in different people, especially because this is the most fun activity in my life since my friends are lame.