>>40031346
>I play games and read
do you game with friends or is it a solo activity?
and do you read books reccommended by friends so you can talk about them, or just read what you like?
both are fine and fine doing alone, but I'd get why you're getting depressed if you're kinda just getting dragged through life by your friends while you kinda stagnate on your own
>Id like to get less uggy I guess but cant do much about it probably
you prolly can tho, if you start working out to have a fit body and I'm guessing you might need to work on your style