>>40441961
I honestly think some wires where crossed because I know logically I cannot be a woman. I don't look like one, I don't act like one, and I don't have the anatomy of one. that being said sometimes I 'feel' like a woman but that really doesn't make any sense so I just try to remind myself in being a weirdo and should stop even if I wanna be a woman really really bad.

>>81599309
I think my specific learning problem is very poor comprehension skills. Especially for an adult man

I made an appointment with my psychiatrist next month so hopefully I can get some light on this issue

why do i push people away as soon as i get close to them? i've done it so many times i lost count. i wanted him so bad and now he's gone and he's probably already forgotten about me