also like. i can't do construction. like at all. it is completely beyond me lol i try and it always looks like shit, trying to do it feels like actual torture and idk how to get past that. like doing it sucks all of the fun out of drawing no matter what i do desu, which basically means im stuck technically deficient. for these drawings i don't sketch, they're just contoured in ink because sketching breaks the flow. idk how people line a sketch or anything like that.
ive got eye and soul, but none of the technical backup lol. it sucks, i wish i was good at learning
anki deck repetition is helping slightly alongside upside down drawing exercises, so at least there's that